Serious Experiencing teenage years as an ugly male is hell

[deleted fren]

Since childhood we're propped up to believe that highschool/puberty will be a time where we have more friends, get a girlfriend, have fun and experiment in life.

I remember that my mother excitedly told me my face was going to become more attractive when I hit puberty. How she hypothesized about my jaw widening and my cheekbones becoming more shallow.

The opposite happened. My jaw did not widen. It became thinner. My cheekbones never became shallow. Puberty transformed into a very hideous being.

And ofc, I was in for a rude awakening. I realized that no matter how much I tried, I was a freak. People my own age were repulsed by me. Adults were repulsed by me.

I had never been treated like this before. Either completely ignored or the target of obvious disdain.

One of the most brutal experiences is rotting in isolation while your teenage years pass away because you don't want to be mocked.

Being outcast from every vestige of socialization you have left.


To this day I feel like another species when I'm around people. The way they look at me with disgust, flinch, quickly scurry away. Only if I had been a normal human instead. A privilege that was ripped away from me by fate.

 

[Lonelyus]

Yes its over, FOREVER!

Nothing we can do about it now

We can only do something about here and now and make the best out of it.

 

[smegma producer]

i though my teenage years where fun.

Write crap malware and uploaded it to norm-fags

Piss of bitches by just existing

Making foid teachers cry for saying faggot and drawing dumb shit on my desk

Sure i had no friends or no gf, but why give a fuck about that?

 

[Fantasea]

nonsense copes hit hard in ur teens

 

[deleted fren]

Yes its over, FOREVER!

Nothing we can do about it now

We can only do something about here and now and make the best out of it.

Only if we could rot inside 24/7 forever with no human contact.

nonsense copes hit hard in ur teens

I remember I tried to cope by telling myself I had a unique face shape. Then I found a femoid talking about how she couldn't get a cute bf because she had the same face shape and I went into a rage

i though my teenage years where fun.

Write crap malware and uploaded it to norm-fags

Piss of bitches by just existing

Making foid teachers cry for saying faggot and drawing dumb shit on my desk

Sure i had no friends or no gf, but why give a fuck about that?

Based

 

[Fantasea]

I remember I tried to cope by telling myself I had a unique face shape. Then I found a femoid talking about how she couldn't get a cute bf because she had the same face shape and I went into a rage

I remember I tried to cope by beating Aizen without taking damage. I never succeeded and went into a rage.

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1NMC3l26zSE

 

[deleted fren]

I remember I tried to cope by beating Aizen without taking damage. I never succeeded and went into a rage.

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1NMC3l26zSE

Brutal

 

[Autistic Uggo]

Your teenage years either make or break you. If you're a loser in your teens, there's a good chance that you will remain a loser for the rest if your life. The trauma doesn't heal and you will never make up for lost experiences.

 

[deleted fren]

Your teenage years either make or break you. If you're a loser in your teens, there's a good chance that you will remain a loser for the rest if your life. The trauma doesn't heal and you will never make up for lost experiences.

True. Your genes are revealed in your teens. Some ugly boys become Chad, but an ugly teenager never becomes Chad unless he's fat.

 

[Wok22]

i though my teenage years where fun.

Write crap malware and uploaded it to norm-fags

Piss of bitches by just existing

Making foid teachers cry for saying faggot and drawing dumb shit on my desk

Sure i had no friends or no gf, but why give a fuck about that?

i was a menace in high school. I made sure women were uncomfortable around me by making inappropriate jokes to them and I was in a charter school, I so spread my christcuck hatered. I never got suspended, cuz of "turn the other cheek" logic the christain teachers had.

 

[Lonelyus]

Only if we could rot inside 24/7 forever with no human contact.

NEET and home delivery

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Your teenage years either make or break you. If you're a loser in your teens, there's a good chance that you will remain a loser for the rest if your life. The trauma doesn't heal and you will never make up for lost experiences.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Your genes are revealed in your teens

 

[justuseless]

Teenage years left me traumatised.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

i was a menace in high school. I made sure women were uncomfortable around me by making inappropriate jokes to them and I was in a charter school, I so spread my christcuck hatered. I never got suspended, cuz of "turn the other cheek" logic the christain teachers had.

Cope
You were nothing in high school

 

[Autistic Uggo]

True. Your genes are revealed in your teens. Some ugly boys become Chad, but an ugly teenager never becomes Chad unless he's fat.

My inceldom was cemented in puberty. Both physically and psychologically. I actually experienced a modicum of normality before then. As a child, I had a small group of friend. I actually had aspiration and hope for the future. But my quality of life fell off a cliff after I hit my teens. I lost my friends and I was outcasted from humanity.

 

[Arook]

From my teenage years I remember only loneliness and bullying.

 

[deleted fren]

Teenage years left me traumatised.

They'll reshape your brain. Brake it down into knowing its place.

My inceldom was cemented in puberty. Both physically and psychologically. I actually experienced a modicum of normality before then. As a child, I had a small group of friend. I actually had aspiration and hope for the future. But my quality of life fell off a cliff after I hit my teens. I lost my friends and I was outcasted from humanity.

Same. Everything went to hell. They tell us looks don't matter when we saw what happened when our looks changed first hand.

 

[deleted fren]

From my teenage years I remember only loneliness and bullying.

Same.

 

[BoneHermit666]

Since childhood we're propped up to believe that highschool/puberty will be a time where we have more friends, get a girlfriend, have fun and experiment in life.

I remember that my mother excitedly told me my face was going to become more attractive when I hit puberty. How she hypothesized about my jaw widening and my cheekbones becoming more shallow.

The opposite happened. My jaw did not widen. It became thinner. My cheekbones never became shallow. Puberty transformed into a very hideous being.

And ofc, I was in for a rude awakening. I realized that no matter how much I tried, I was a freak. People my own age were repulsed by me. Adults were repulsed by me.

I had never been treated like this before. Either completely ignored or the target of obvious disdain.

One of the most brutal experiences is rotting in isolation while your teenage years pass away because you don't want to be mocked.

Being outcast from every vestige of socialization you have left.


To this day I feel like another species when I'm around people. The way they look at me with disgust, flinch, quickly scurry away. Only if I had been a normal human instead. A privilege that was ripped away from me by fate.

I think same here as I got to teenage I got treated like dirt by females.

 

[TheRotKing]

I think every year as an ugly male is hell.
But teen years are especially brutal.

 

[Wok22]

Cope
You were nothing in high school

You dare insult me, the KING OF THE ALL BABUS? You foolish peasentcel.

 

[koi53]

high school is just foreshadowing. if you’re bullied in high school, the after effects will solidify your isolation from society. once you’ve surpassed the age of socialization (the formative teen years) you will most certainly face rejection from society for the smallest mistakes. but you wouldn’t know these common mistakes, as you never were able to socialize enough to make them when you were younger.

 

[Ghost]

Since childhood we're propped up to believe that highschool/puberty will be a time where we have more friends, get a girlfriend, have fun and experiment in life.

I remember that my mother excitedly told me my face was going to become more attractive when I hit puberty. How she hypothesized about my jaw widening and my cheekbones becoming more shallow.

The opposite happened. My jaw did not widen. It became thinner. My cheekbones never became shallow. Puberty transformed into a very hideous being.

And ofc, I was in for a rude awakening. I realized that no matter how much I tried, I was a freak. People my own age were repulsed by me. Adults were repulsed by me.

I had never been treated like this before. Either completely ignored or the target of obvious disdain.

One of the most brutal experiences is rotting in isolation while your teenage years pass away because you don't want to be mocked.

Being outcast from every vestige of socialization you have left.


To this day I feel like another species when I'm around people. The way they look at me with disgust, flinch, quickly scurry away. Only if I had been a normal human instead. A privilege that was ripped away from me by fate.

Yeah my teenage years I racked up about 20+ fistfights due to defending myself from bullies. Learned fighting the hands on way. I joined an MMA gym and the sensei thought I had previous martial arts training lol

 

[Poopless One]

Teenage years left me traumatised.

 

[starystulejarz]

Puberty have destroyed me i was blonde haired blue eyed mogger when i was a pre-teen and when puberty hit i turned into some hideous black haired dark eyed balding subhuman beast I couldn't believe how different i looked when my mom showed me my pics it's fucked up it's like someone replaced me or my DNA as a joke.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

You dare insult me, the KING OF THE ALL BABUS? You foolish peasentcel.

nah you

 

[Wok22]

nah you

You are on THIN ICE. I will make you a slavecel if you keep defying me, THE KING OF ALL BABUS.

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

I also got uglier from puberty. Was an ok looking kid. Not super good looking but not ugly either. And then puberty hit and my jaw was too narrow and recessed, along with being super skinny and not being able to gain weight.

Was made fun of and called “pear face”. Also, I was constantly made fun of for being skinny and this shit lasted years. At age 16 my face improved some, and I gained weight, but it was already too late. The mental damage was done already and I had zero friends from being outcasted in my formative years. And at best I’m LTN now.

 

[Fantasea]

I also got uglier from puberty. Was an ok looking kid. Not super good looking but not ugly either. And then puberty hit and my jaw was too narrow and recessed, along with being super skinny and not being able to gain weight.

Was made fun of and called “pear face”. Also, I was constantly made fun of for being skinny and this shit lasted years. At age 16 my face improved some, and I gained weight, but it was already too late. The mental damage was done already and I had zero friends from being outcasted in my formative years. And at best I’m LTN now.

my face improved a bit over puberty

 

[Rapistcel]

Since childhood we're propped up to believe that highschool/puberty will be a time where we have more friends, get a girlfriend, have fun and experiment in life.

I remember that my mother excitedly told me my face was going to become more attractive when I hit puberty. How she hypothesized about my jaw widening and my cheekbones becoming more shallow.

The opposite happened. My jaw did not widen. It became thinner. My cheekbones never became shallow. Puberty transformed into a very hideous being.

And ofc, I was in for a rude awakening. I realized that no matter how much I tried, I was a freak. People my own age were repulsed by me. Adults were repulsed by me.

I had never been treated like this before. Either completely ignored or the target of obvious disdain.

One of the most brutal experiences is rotting in isolation while your teenage years pass away because you don't want to be mocked.

Being outcast from every vestige of socialization you have left.


To this day I feel like another species when I'm around people. The way they look at me with disgust, flinch, quickly scurry away. Only if I had been a normal human instead. A privilege that was ripped away from me by fate.

I have seen your face and it's completely over for you

 

[deleted fren]

high school is just foreshadowing. if you’re bullied in high school, the after effects will solidify your isolation from society. once you’ve surpassed the age of socialization (the formative teen years) you will most certainly face rejection from society for the smallest mistakes. but you wouldn’t know these common mistakes, as you never were able to socialize enough to make them when you were younger.

 

[deleted fren]

I also got uglier from puberty. Was an ok looking kid. Not super good looking but not ugly either. And then puberty hit and my jaw was too narrow and recessed, along with being super skinny and not being able to gain weight.

Was made fun of and called “pear face”. Also, I was constantly made fun of for being skinny and this shit lasted years. At age 16 my face improved some, and I gained weight, but it was already too late. The mental damage was done already and I had zero friends from being outcasted in my formative years. And at best I’m LTN now.

Fucking brutal. I had a similar experience to you. Face is everything. Normies will chimp out of you have a narrow jaw.

I have seen your face and it's completely over for you

Yes.

 

[Runt171]

Sure i had no friends or no gf, but why give a fuck about that?

Because that is pretty much half the point of your existence

 

[Runt171]

I think every year as an ugly male is hell.
But teen years are especially brutal.

 

[m3nt4Lbl0ck3d]

Definitely isn't heaven. I didn't really care about it in all honesty. Wasn't that way inclined. I enjoyed what I could. I believe the bullshit of being sold it will all fall together and work out. I realised in my mid 20s nothing was going to happen. Nothing ever happens.

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

Fucking brutal. I had a similar experience to you. Face is everything. Normies will chimp out of you have a narrow jaw.

Yep, narrow jaw is one of the worst failos there is

 

[Grodd]

nonsense copes hit hard in ur teens

 

[The Notorious SLAV]

Puberty have destroyed me i was blonde haired blue eyed mogger when i was a pre-teen and when puberty hit i turned into some hideous black haired dark eyed balding subhuman beast I couldn't believe how different i looked when my mom showed me my pics it's fucked up it's like someone replaced me or my DNA as a joke.

Brutal.

I think every year as an ugly male is hell.
But teen years are especially brutal.

 

[DarkStar]

Yup, 100%

I wasn't "good looking" as a kid, more just average

But puberty made things worse

My acne was the source of many jokes
My hairline began to Norwood
My eye-area began to get a bit fucked
My face was puffy

Honestly, I should have been blackpilled there & then

 

[MisanthropicMemes]

Your teenage years either make or break you. If you're a loser in your teens, there's a good chance that you will remain a loser for the rest if your life. The trauma doesn't heal and you will never make up for lost experiences.

 

[slaveBrained]

i spent my teenage years on youtube/twitch

 

[Diomedes_1112]

From my teenage years I remember only loneliness and bullying.

Same. Never did anything fun or enjoyable. I had nothing in common with anyone around me. I found several girls attractive, but was very repulsed by how loud, noisy, obnoxious, and moronic they are.

 

[Ryo_Hazuki]

Yeah my teenage years were trash. I went from a kid who was just invisible to a repulsive ogre. Puberty absolutely wrecked my face. The high T caused my subhuman genes to work overtime and caused my nose, midface and brow ridge to grow. I also ended up getting REALLY bad acne.

My teenage years were when I started getting called "ugly" "horse face" etc. And what really pissed me off was when people would assume I was unhygienic because I had acne. "Just wash your face bro!". Girls and genetically superior lower T guys really thought acne was the result of not washing your face. Meanwhile not only was I washing my face, but I was using salicylic acid and benzoyl peroxide. I also bought this soap that was supposedly specifically for acne prone skin and I even brought it to school so I could wash my face with it after gym class. Yet I still had worse acne than 99 percent of the school. I even stopped eating certain foods thinking added oils caused acne. It was frustrating because I didn't understand genetic determinism back then so I did what most guys do and internalized blame and thought I was doing something "wrong" or not doing the "right" thing to have good skin. Truth is it was just subhuman genetics + high T. That said I got on finasteride when I was 19 and that's around when my acne really cleared up.

Also I started balding when I was 16, though I didn't fully accept/realize it until I was 19.

nonsense copes hit hard in ur teens

That's also a good point to be fair. Everything is brand new when you're a teenager. You also have (false) hope that things will eventually get better. Also you don't have adult responsibilities like paying rent.

I guess the reality is my teenage years and my adult years were shit just for different reasons and my teenage years had higher highs but lower lows. At this point I remember almost nothing about my life before I was 12 so I can't really compare, I just know I wasn't horribly ugly then whereas from age 14 onward I was.

 

[Fantasea]

Yeah my teenage years were trash. I went from a kid who was just invisible to a repulsive ogre. Puberty absolutely wrecked my face. The high T caused my subhuman genes to work overtime and caused my nose, midface and brow ridge to grow. I also ended up getting REALLY bad acne.

My teenage years were when I started getting called "ugly" "horse face" etc. And what really pissed me off was when people would assume I was unhygienic because I had acne. "Just wash your face bro!". Girls and genetically superior lower T guys really thought acne was the result of not washing your face. Meanwhile not only was I washing my face, but I was using salicylic acid and benzoyl peroxide. I also bought this soap that was supposedly specifically for acne prone skin and I even brought it to school so I could wash my face with it after gym class. Yet I still had worse acne than 99 percent of the school. I even stopped eating certain foods thinking added oils caused acne. It was frustrating because I didn't understand genetic determinism back then so I did what most guys do and internalized blame and thought I was doing something "wrong" or not doing the "right" thing to have good skin. Truth is it was just subhuman genetics + high T. That said I got on finasteride when I was 19 and that's around when my acne really cleared up.

Also I started balding when I was 16, though I didn't fully accept/realize it until I was 19.


That's also a good point to be fair. Everything is brand new when you're a teenager. You also have (false) hope that things will eventually get better. Also you don't have adult responsibilities like paying rent.

I guess the reality is my teenage years and my adult years were shit just for different reasons and my teenage years had higher highs but lower lows. At this point I remember almost nothing about my life before I was 12 so I can't really compare, I just know I wasn't horribly ugly then whereas from age 14 onward I was.

acnepill is so fucking brutal. thank God i saw a good dermatologist b4 they became scars.

 

[deleted fren]

Yeah my teenage years were trash. I went from a kid who was just invisible to a repulsive ogre. Puberty absolutely wrecked my face. The high T caused my subhuman genes to work overtime and caused my nose, midface and brow ridge to grow. I also ended up getting REALLY bad acne.

My teenage years were when I started getting called "ugly" "horse face" etc. And what really pissed me off was when people would assume I was unhygienic because I had acne. "Just wash your face bro!". Girls and genetically superior lower T guys really thought acne was the result of not washing your face. Meanwhile not only was I washing my face, but I was using salicylic acid and benzoyl peroxide. I also bought this soap that was supposedly specifically for acne prone skin and I even brought it to school so I could wash my face with it after gym class. Yet I still had worse acne than 99 percent of the school. I even stopped eating certain foods thinking added oils caused acne. It was frustrating because I didn't understand genetic determinism back then so I did what most guys do and internalized blame and thought I was doing something "wrong" or not doing the "right" thing to have good skin. Truth is it was just subhuman genetics + high T. That said I got on finasteride when I was 19 and that's around when my acne really cleared up.

Also I started balding when I was 16, though I didn't fully accept/realize it until I was 19.


That's also a good point to be fair. Everything is brand new when you're a teenager. You also have (false) hope that things will eventually get better. Also you don't have adult responsibilities like paying rent.

I guess the reality is my teenage years and my adult years were shit just for different reasons and my teenage years had higher highs but lower lows. At this point I remember almost nothing about my life before I was 12 so I can't really compare, I just know I wasn't horribly ugly then whereas from age 14 onward I was.

Sorry you had to be cursed with acne. It's frightening how badly acne can scar your face. It'll rob you of any youth you have

 

[nakolas]

I always felt like shooting myself when seeing former classmates lifemog me and mog me in looks

 

[Hoor Al-Ayn]

I was born ugly, I was pretty much fucking spawncamped, hated since kindergarten. Puberty actually helped, I stopped getting bullied, but I was still left alone with no associates or partners. The reason, most likely, was that I was taller than everyone for a bit but the trajectory didn't continue.

I kept trying to make friends during my teenage year, kept trying to jestermaxx, eventually I had the epiphany that nothing I did would change my status; that even if I found the cure to cancer I would still be alone on this world, statusless.

 

[deleted fren]

I always felt like shooting myself when seeing former classmates lifemog me and mog me in looks

 

[universallyabhorred]

Yeah my teenage years were trash. I went from a kid who was just invisible to a repulsive ogre. Puberty absolutely wrecked my face. The high T caused my subhuman genes to work overtime and caused my nose, midface and brow ridge to grow. I also ended up getting REALLY bad acne.

My teenage years were when I started getting called "ugly" "horse face" etc. And what really pissed me off was when people would assume I was unhygienic because I had acne. "Just wash your face bro!". Girls and genetically superior lower T guys really thought acne was the result of not washing your face. Meanwhile not only was I washing my face, but I was using salicylic acid and benzoyl peroxide. I also bought this soap that was supposedly specifically for acne prone skin and I even brought it to school so I could wash my face with it after gym class. Yet I still had worse acne than 99 percent of the school. I even stopped eating certain foods thinking added oils caused acne. It was frustrating because I didn't understand genetic determinism back then so I did what most guys do and internalized blame and thought I was doing something "wrong" or not doing the "right" thing to have good skin. Truth is it was just subhuman genetics + high T. That said I got on finasteride when I was 19 and that's around when my acne really cleared up.

Also I started balding when I was 16, though I didn't fully accept/realize it until I was 19.


That's also a good point to be fair. Everything is brand new when you're a teenager. You also have (false) hope that things will eventually get better. Also you don't have adult responsibilities like paying rent.

I guess the reality is my teenage years and my adult years were shit just for different reasons and my teenage years had higher highs but lower lows. At this point I remember almost nothing about my life before I was 12 so I can't really compare, I just know I wasn't horribly ugly then whereas from age 14 onward I was.

Did you see my thread? Is my hair thinning, should I go on finastride?