picklecel
Greycel
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I’ve been LDAR for so long I’ve gone over 300 pounds (303.7), I can’t even drive myself to be healthy in anyway I can only cope with food because of the slop obsession my mother put me on since I was 5.
It doesn’t even help how self aware I am, but no matter how much I feel bad for myself, I can never do anything good for myself. My uncle who mogs me in so many ways, height, frame and life keeps telling me “You gotta push pass that mindset you’re in” when it’s not my mindset nature fated me to be this way, I was spawn trapped, shitty environment and shitty family equals extreme obesity. At least 5 days of the week I’m practically exhausted, I don’t even get a recommend amount of sleep, for the past 2 months I’ve seen sleeping at 3 am or later. Everything is just a snowball that continues to get bigger, obese, sleepless, extreme lethargy it just doesn’t stop.
It doesn’t even help how self aware I am, but no matter how much I feel bad for myself, I can never do anything good for myself. My uncle who mogs me in so many ways, height, frame and life keeps telling me “You gotta push pass that mindset you’re in” when it’s not my mindset nature fated me to be this way, I was spawn trapped, shitty environment and shitty family equals extreme obesity. At least 5 days of the week I’m practically exhausted, I don’t even get a recommend amount of sleep, for the past 2 months I’ve seen sleeping at 3 am or later. Everything is just a snowball that continues to get bigger, obese, sleepless, extreme lethargy it just doesn’t stop.





