GoffSystemQB
Nefarious Dark Overlord of I.N.C.E.L. aka mod
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I'm guessing he forgot to mention he was white as well.In 2015, I had a genuinely great life for a HS senior. One of the best players on the football team (got recruited by a couple of D3 colleges), I had a 3.9 GPA, I had been hitting the gym hard since sophomore year and I had a good-looking body standing at 6'2. Looking back, I can't believe I didn't notice how fucking great my life was.
Body dysmorphiaAmong my female friends, one of them used to always ask me to go to the gym/study with her and I brushed it off unknowingly (again looking back I was retarded). My lack of self-esteem and body dysmorphia definitely played a role, and I used to always have imposter syndrome where I'd assume girls weren't interested or were joking when they'd show interest. At a house party once, a girl straight up tried to kiss me and I pulled away cause I assumed she was joking (I know this sounds like a LARP but it happened and that's the closest i've ever been to a kiss in my life). Except for my weird rejecting of girls, my life was pretty set and I remember I was a happy, worry-free teenager.
Lack of self-esteem
Rejecting girls for weird reasons
Chad only! Sub8 theory buyer? @RopemaxxHealthy and back at school, I stopped hanging out and keeping up with my friends, especially the girls. As far as social events, i'd flake on everything because why bother? All girls wanted the Chads, I better stay at home I thought. As I rejected invites, they dried up more and more until I was basically only seeing my friends in school and chatting online. I'd hear about them going out, hooking up, taking their girlfriends wherever; and I'd feel that was normal: They get the girls and I was supposed... actually destined to be alone.
Got overweight because "it's over." Pushed away girls, didn't try to talk to them during his supposed physical prime.The summer before college I was a complete shut-in. I gained 30lbs and a porn addiction was starting to grow on me. These were inevitable for anyone at home all the time, the vices seem easy when you have nothing going for you. I ruined whatever looks I had, stopped going to the gym cause why bother and my study habits got real bad. My first three years of college fulfilled the incel idea that was planted my senior year of high school. I was overweight, unathletic, INVISIBLE to women whenever I'd go out and I had no female friends. I mostly pushed away any girl who tried to be nice, and I never made a move on anyone.
NEVER TRIED, NEVER ASKED OUT A WOMAN, NEVER BEEN REJECTED, NEVER FLIRTED/APPROACHED/SMILED, OR ANYTHING OF THE SORT.There's a mighty strong belief incels put in your head- whereupon if all women hate you then why bother asking them out cause you'll be rejected. As a matter of fact, like a good number of incels, I have never been rejected in my life. Not that I'm Lachowski or anything, I just have never tried. I've never asked a girl out, I've never flirted, said a compliment or smiled at a girl, approached, or anything of the sort. I took myself out of the game, so I'd never get hurt. I put up the walls to protect myself, but all I get in the end is unbearable loneliness.
TL;DR This guy is a perfect microcosm of the phenomenon of the high-tier normie/chadlite "incel" with body dysmorphia, some mental issues, and 0 effort.
People like him make people think this forum is full of people with BDD, people who don't try, people with mental issues, etc.
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