Everywhere I go, I see brunette stacies with tall blonde normies
Everywhere I go I see girls seeking validation from making eye contact, staring at me until I stare back, only to feel validated and give me the disgusted look
Everywhere I go I see girls either dressed like a slut, or in tight yoga pants, for more validation
Everywhere I go I see friend groups having fun not worrying about anything. They have no idea about the blackpill. They are happy
I have tried so hard to escape the blackpill, to escape inceldom.
I have tried leaving this forum for weeks to redpill myself
I have tried just forgetting all of blackpill knowledge
I have tried to disprove the blackpill by asking out girls uglier than me
I remember when I was part of Hamza's "cult", and he had a debate with wheat waffles. I wondered who this guy was, checked out his channel, and got progressively blackpilled.
The redpill promises a prosperous future
The blackpill acknowledges the bitter past
This is the difference, there is no future. I am short, deathnic, ugly and NT in a first world blonde country.
Wheat Waffles was the worst thing that ever happened to me. I watched his content regularly, until one day I randomly got hold of the word "Incel" and looked it up on YouTube.
What I found was a German propaganda documentary about Incels and this website, which led me here. This is where I fully realized who I am.
Now I've gotten to a point where I don't even fully enjoy wheat waffles conent anymore as it's also quite red/bluepilled.
I realized, I've actually always been blackpilled. Whenever I saw a girl until now, I thought to myself:
"You have to work hard to get her, if you were blonde and tall you wouldn't have to, but do you have a choice?
"She doesn't want you, she wants to report you to authorities to feel validated like your former oneitis"
Now I realized it's over. I just see them as propaganda tools of globohomo to spread homosexuality by denying sex to Incels and normies (to an extent)
The Oneitis Incident
The Oneitis Incident is what really shattered me. My former Oneitis reported me to school authorities because she felt uncomfortable around me, but wanted to date the blonde, blue eyed tall normie. Actually it was even 2 blonde blue eyed guys, as I liked her for a while.
I got redpilled by accident after and blackpilled too.
I only told her I liked her, deadass. But that went horrible...
I wish I was never blackpilled. Once you take it there is no going back, never again. The only way is by hard surgery maxing to a tall gigachad. Even as a regular chad you will experience the blackpill, as you will never be treated like gigachad. I've seen it first hand.
There is a subreddit called r/incelexit which gives off more coping radiation than AlphaM. It's full of "former" incels, who are *suprise suprise* still alone and rotting, but try to bluepill themselves. They are the lost. The ones outside of the matrix trying to get back in with help from (((them))). They are still despised by society but are cucking themselves as a cope.
The blackpill goes to far as *even normies* gaymaxing and trannymaxing. DO NOT ATTEMPT THIS. This is why Inceldom exists in the first place. Denying us love to turn us into gays. IT is blatant about this with posts like "why don't you just date each other"
The Sleepover Incident
I used to lurk here for quite some time, but I thought I wasn't an Incel despite my stats.
One evening... We were on a class event where our class stayed somewhere overnight. We were a group of like 6 hanging around. They all talked. I also tried to talk with them but none of them enjoyed my presence. Eventually we got to like who likes who and they this girl was like oh she kinda likes you and she talks about you etc. eventually she tells me nobody acknowledges my existence. I knew it was because of my genetics, everyone else had better stats than me.
That evening was the final blackpill. It was the heightpill NTpill and deathnicpill engineered into one pill and shoved into my throat with no warning. I went back to my room a few minutes later (later to make it seem like it wasn't because of what they said) (with a void in my chest ,y'all know this feeling) alone, while they laughed and talked and I went to sleep at 11pm that night while they all stayed up til late.
Before I went to sleep I checked this forum again, I decided to make an account, I felt betrayed by my peers. So long have I improved myself but they still make me miserable... Sep 8...
And here I am. I needed to get this story off my chest...
Everywhere I go I see girls seeking validation from making eye contact, staring at me until I stare back, only to feel validated and give me the disgusted look
Everywhere I go I see girls either dressed like a slut, or in tight yoga pants, for more validation
Everywhere I go I see friend groups having fun not worrying about anything. They have no idea about the blackpill. They are happy
I have tried so hard to escape the blackpill, to escape inceldom.
I have tried leaving this forum for weeks to redpill myself
I have tried just forgetting all of blackpill knowledge
I have tried to disprove the blackpill by asking out girls uglier than me
I remember when I was part of Hamza's "cult", and he had a debate with wheat waffles. I wondered who this guy was, checked out his channel, and got progressively blackpilled.
The redpill promises a prosperous future
The blackpill acknowledges the bitter past
This is the difference, there is no future. I am short, deathnic, ugly and NT in a first world blonde country.
Wheat Waffles was the worst thing that ever happened to me. I watched his content regularly, until one day I randomly got hold of the word "Incel" and looked it up on YouTube.
What I found was a German propaganda documentary about Incels and this website, which led me here. This is where I fully realized who I am.
Now I've gotten to a point where I don't even fully enjoy wheat waffles conent anymore as it's also quite red/bluepilled.
I realized, I've actually always been blackpilled. Whenever I saw a girl until now, I thought to myself:
"You have to work hard to get her, if you were blonde and tall you wouldn't have to, but do you have a choice?
"She doesn't want you, she wants to report you to authorities to feel validated like your former oneitis"
Now I realized it's over. I just see them as propaganda tools of globohomo to spread homosexuality by denying sex to Incels and normies (to an extent)
The Oneitis Incident
The Oneitis Incident is what really shattered me. My former Oneitis reported me to school authorities because she felt uncomfortable around me, but wanted to date the blonde, blue eyed tall normie. Actually it was even 2 blonde blue eyed guys, as I liked her for a while.
I got redpilled by accident after and blackpilled too.
I only told her I liked her, deadass. But that went horrible...
I wish I was never blackpilled. Once you take it there is no going back, never again. The only way is by hard surgery maxing to a tall gigachad. Even as a regular chad you will experience the blackpill, as you will never be treated like gigachad. I've seen it first hand.
There is a subreddit called r/incelexit which gives off more coping radiation than AlphaM. It's full of "former" incels, who are *suprise suprise* still alone and rotting, but try to bluepill themselves. They are the lost. The ones outside of the matrix trying to get back in with help from (((them))). They are still despised by society but are cucking themselves as a cope.
The blackpill goes to far as *even normies* gaymaxing and trannymaxing. DO NOT ATTEMPT THIS. This is why Inceldom exists in the first place. Denying us love to turn us into gays. IT is blatant about this with posts like "why don't you just date each other"
The Sleepover Incident
I used to lurk here for quite some time, but I thought I wasn't an Incel despite my stats.
One evening... We were on a class event where our class stayed somewhere overnight. We were a group of like 6 hanging around. They all talked. I also tried to talk with them but none of them enjoyed my presence. Eventually we got to like who likes who and they this girl was like oh she kinda likes you and she talks about you etc. eventually she tells me nobody acknowledges my existence. I knew it was because of my genetics, everyone else had better stats than me.
That evening was the final blackpill. It was the heightpill NTpill and deathnicpill engineered into one pill and shoved into my throat with no warning. I went back to my room a few minutes later (later to make it seem like it wasn't because of what they said) (with a void in my chest ,y'all know this feeling) alone, while they laughed and talked and I went to sleep at 11pm that night while they all stayed up til late.
Before I went to sleep I checked this forum again, I decided to make an account, I felt betrayed by my peers. So long have I improved myself but they still make me miserable... Sep 8...
And here I am. I needed to get this story off my chest...
