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I don't know if it happens to all of you, but from time to time, I get overwhelmed while reading about stories of people who had more eventful lives than mine. In my case, it's almost always rockstars. I get very time-fixated when it happens; things like "he was X years old when this happened and all of that had already happened, and I'm much older than it now...".
I was reading about the early days of the Foo Fighters. I don't really like their newer stuff much, but I'm a big fan of their early days. For years and years, I've tried to make me own band in which I'd be the frontman; guitarist and lead singer. I always got inspiration from Dave Grohl, since he was also originally a drummer who became a frontman. It never really worked out. My chances of having a successful band in my location and generation, being ugly on top of that, were slim from the start. I did have some bands but all ended up breaking up, not working or, in the case of the only one that lasted somewhat, I ended up having to go back to the drums because there was no one else to play them.
I'm already 6 years older than Dave Grohl was when the Foo Fighters began, and he came from another extremely successful band before that. But while reading, I noticed how much those years were not very fun from the people actually involved. Kurt Cobain had just killed himself. After the first 17 month exhaustive tour, which left their OG drummer with several arm and shoulder problems, the Foo Fighters stopped to record their second album and many problems ensued. Grohl was making Goldsmith do an insane amount of takes just to throw it all away afterwards and record it himself (I know very well how it feels to record things over and over just for it to not even be used; in fact, the reason why I just release my songs on YT with little to no production is because in my last band, such stuff was a nightmare; it feels very freeing to have total control over my creative stuff and just record it one take and release it straight away). Also, Grohl was going through his first divorcerape and having to sleep on a cat-poop-stained dirty mattress in his friend's garage, in a house where over 10 people lived.
It's very easy to envy people, but we don't really know what they're going through. I doubt the Foo Fighters members were having much fun during that period, despite being decent-looking, rich, famous rockstars. Kurt Cobain was even much more famous, good-looking, rich, etc, and look how he ended up. That's why I, contrary to many here, do believe in female depression. Yes, they objectively lead much, much better lives than us on average, just like Cobain did, but some people are just broken. Women in particular are very weak (both physically and psychologically), emotionally unstable, prone to mental illness, etc.
Nothing from this world can really fulfill us. This life is just a test and everything is chasing after the wind, just like the king Solomon wrote in Ecclesiastes 1:14. Salomon lead an even much better life than your typical rockstar. He was the richest man of his time, king of a mighty nation, had hundreds of foids as wives and concubines, but still, none of that made him fulfilled. Just read the book of Ecclesiastes and see his own words.
Everything is an illusion. When you look at an attractive foid, you covet her; but you're only seeing the good-looking surface, usually also with makeup, effects (if picture), etc. You're not seeing her bowels with shit and farts inside of it, you're not seeing her veins pulsating with blood, you're not seeing her organs, the mucus in her nose and her gluey brains. Speaking of brains, you're especially not seeing all her evil thoughts of hatred, sadism, materialism, covetuousness, spite, conceit, etc. You're also not God, who's also in the future, seeing all the shit she very likely would do with you in the future (ghosting, cheating, divorcerape, false accusations, etc).
Everything is an illusion and a waste of time. This is not the true life. Thank you for reading and I hope it can also be lifefuel to you somehow, like it was for me.
I was reading about the early days of the Foo Fighters. I don't really like their newer stuff much, but I'm a big fan of their early days. For years and years, I've tried to make me own band in which I'd be the frontman; guitarist and lead singer. I always got inspiration from Dave Grohl, since he was also originally a drummer who became a frontman. It never really worked out. My chances of having a successful band in my location and generation, being ugly on top of that, were slim from the start. I did have some bands but all ended up breaking up, not working or, in the case of the only one that lasted somewhat, I ended up having to go back to the drums because there was no one else to play them.
I'm already 6 years older than Dave Grohl was when the Foo Fighters began, and he came from another extremely successful band before that. But while reading, I noticed how much those years were not very fun from the people actually involved. Kurt Cobain had just killed himself. After the first 17 month exhaustive tour, which left their OG drummer with several arm and shoulder problems, the Foo Fighters stopped to record their second album and many problems ensued. Grohl was making Goldsmith do an insane amount of takes just to throw it all away afterwards and record it himself (I know very well how it feels to record things over and over just for it to not even be used; in fact, the reason why I just release my songs on YT with little to no production is because in my last band, such stuff was a nightmare; it feels very freeing to have total control over my creative stuff and just record it one take and release it straight away). Also, Grohl was going through his first divorcerape and having to sleep on a cat-poop-stained dirty mattress in his friend's garage, in a house where over 10 people lived.
It's very easy to envy people, but we don't really know what they're going through. I doubt the Foo Fighters members were having much fun during that period, despite being decent-looking, rich, famous rockstars. Kurt Cobain was even much more famous, good-looking, rich, etc, and look how he ended up. That's why I, contrary to many here, do believe in female depression. Yes, they objectively lead much, much better lives than us on average, just like Cobain did, but some people are just broken. Women in particular are very weak (both physically and psychologically), emotionally unstable, prone to mental illness, etc.
Nothing from this world can really fulfill us. This life is just a test and everything is chasing after the wind, just like the king Solomon wrote in Ecclesiastes 1:14. Salomon lead an even much better life than your typical rockstar. He was the richest man of his time, king of a mighty nation, had hundreds of foids as wives and concubines, but still, none of that made him fulfilled. Just read the book of Ecclesiastes and see his own words.
Everything is an illusion. When you look at an attractive foid, you covet her; but you're only seeing the good-looking surface, usually also with makeup, effects (if picture), etc. You're not seeing her bowels with shit and farts inside of it, you're not seeing her veins pulsating with blood, you're not seeing her organs, the mucus in her nose and her gluey brains. Speaking of brains, you're especially not seeing all her evil thoughts of hatred, sadism, materialism, covetuousness, spite, conceit, etc. You're also not God, who's also in the future, seeing all the shit she very likely would do with you in the future (ghosting, cheating, divorcerape, false accusations, etc).
Everything is an illusion and a waste of time. This is not the true life. Thank you for reading and I hope it can also be lifefuel to you somehow, like it was for me.
