Discussion Everyone wants me dead

[D. B. Gooner]

I antagonize all strangers. If I don't know someone my insecurities make me believe they hate my guts. Doesn't matter what kind of look they give me or if they even give me any looks at all, I will assume they think I'm boring trash and that they want to harm me. That, in turn makes me resent them so I start disliking them for real.

Recently there has been a meme "How the nicest person you've ever met was looking at you before you talked" and it's a picture of someone making a mean face. I believe people like that have this same problem I have.

 

[Sir Silentium]

I can kind of relate.

I've completely stopped engaging with normies around my age in real life.
They've all wanted me dead since I was a toddler at daycare. No point going into my full life story but both genders within a 5 year age range of myself actively wish death upon me, telling me to kill myself daily. If I did they would celebrate and continue to harass my family.

 

[zd60]

everyone has wanted me dead since my birth

 

[SewerGoat]

Not sure they want me dead. I think they are just absolutely indifferent to me existing or dying.

 

[Halloween]

I am completely invisible.

 

[Pray to Yukon Koala]

im an accident i get it