I just think it's hilarious, listening to all of the people talking about the girls they were on and off with, guys they were on and off with, the odd couples, the weirdos getting together, and so on, everyone of all (legal) ages, sexes, stripes and creeds is having sex, except for me and the like 100 users on this board, and probably some of them too actually.
It reminds me of a time when I called the suicide hotline back in January, and talked about my life, with the operator, who had himself been suicidal. He talked to me about struggling with himself, and so on. I told him about being a virgin at 23 (now almost 24 haha), having no friends, having 12 cents in my bank account at the time, having spent the last money I had on cheap calorie-dense food to survive the month, my many chronic and other illnesses, like Ehlers-Danlos, and so on, from how my parents and brother are all mentally ill (diagnosed) and not working, to me not being able to walk for 7 months, due to an invasive spinal surgery. He just sounded absolutely astounded that someone could have such bad material conditions, I have a huge case of SLS (Shit Life Syndrome), and he said he understood why I wanted to kill myself.
This is one of the reasons, everybody I run into has had some meaningful or meaningless human connection, seemingly except for me.
I should never have been born.
To IT, if you're reading this: Hi!
It reminds me of a time when I called the suicide hotline back in January, and talked about my life, with the operator, who had himself been suicidal. He talked to me about struggling with himself, and so on. I told him about being a virgin at 23 (now almost 24 haha), having no friends, having 12 cents in my bank account at the time, having spent the last money I had on cheap calorie-dense food to survive the month, my many chronic and other illnesses, like Ehlers-Danlos, and so on, from how my parents and brother are all mentally ill (diagnosed) and not working, to me not being able to walk for 7 months, due to an invasive spinal surgery. He just sounded absolutely astounded that someone could have such bad material conditions, I have a huge case of SLS (Shit Life Syndrome), and he said he understood why I wanted to kill myself.
This is one of the reasons, everybody I run into has had some meaningful or meaningless human connection, seemingly except for me.
I should never have been born.
To IT, if you're reading this: Hi!
