Venting Everyone always lied to me...

[Deleted member 42058]

Throughout my entire life everyone just lied to me. My family and "friends" always used to say:
"You are handsome; Girls like guys that are wholesome and nice; You will find a loving gf, keep trying; Everybody struggles, be more patient..."

Why were they so cruel and lied to me? I secretly always knew as a child, that I'm not like the other guys. The chads and even good looking normies, all had girls approach them but I was invisible. I would've been such a loving and caring bf but they all wanted a chad or good looking boy that hurts and cheats on them instead.

Looksmaxxing was useless for me. I'm always clean and get haircuts at the barber, still do. I also went to the gym, not that I was ever fatcel. Also doing all of that during my "prime" years but no luck...

Now I'm almost 30 and still khhv. Women despise ugly men like me, that have no experience. I know better now. Thank you for being the only honest people in my life brocels!

This place is my last way to cope with reality but I'm just delaying the inevitable. 30 is my limit before...

 

[lemon21]

I mean, would it have been better if they told you that you were ugly and it was over? For me personally not, cuz there's no improving 5'4.

 

[Deleted member 42058]

I mean, would it have been better if they told you that you were ugly and it was over? For me personally not, cuz there's no improving 5'4.

I guess there is some truth to that but I prefer honesty over fake compliments and virtue-signaling. I almost killed myself a few years ago. Would've gone through with it, if it wasn't for the lies.

There is no point in living like this. I will never experience what good looking guys get to experience.

 

[Hasdrubaal]

Why were they so cruel and lied to me?

Because they'll be on the safe side if they keep things positive. More precisely, if they told you that you'll die alone and will never be with a woman on one hand and then they suddenly see you with a woman someday then they'd have to eat their words and apologize for wronging you.

On the other hand, if they keep faking it and acting like you'll someday find yourself in a relationship and that doesn't happen, then they're not really responsible for what happened to you and they'll just shrug their shoulders and wish you better luck in another life or something like that.

I hope you got the idea, I couldn't phrase it too well and this all just my two cents on the matter. This is how I justify people acting nice towards my plight.

 

[lemon21]

I guess there is some truth to that but I prefer honesty over fake compliments and virtue-signaling. I almost killed myself a few years ago. Would've gone through with it, if it wasn't for the lies.

There is no point in living like this. I will never experience what good looking guys get to experience.

If you can't find meaning in other things then yeah, you can fuck hookers if you have the money

 

[Deleted member 42058]

Because they'll be on the safe side if they keep things positive. More precisely, if they told you that you'll die alone and will never be with a woman on one hand and then they suddenly see you with a woman someday then they'd have to eat their words and apologize for wronging you.

On the other hand, if they keep faking it and acting like you'll someday find yourself in a relationship and that doesn't happen, then they're not really responsible for what happened to you and they'll just shrug their shoulders and wish you better luck in another life or something like that.

I hope you got the idea, I couldn't phrase it too well and this all just my two cents on the matter. This is how I justify people acting nice towards my plight.

I understand what you're saying. Thank you for responding.

If you can't find meaning in other things then yeah, you can fuck hookers if you have the money

Nothing works anymore. I can't even cope with video games or watching shows anymore. I like going outside and nature but it doesn't make me feel anything. I'm not interested in meaningless sex. I have my horny levels under control but nothing against escortcels, you do you.

Also thanks for responding!

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

family and "friends" always used to say:
"You are handsome; Girls like guys that are wholesome and nice; You will find a loving gf, keep trying; Everybody struggles, be more patient...

Yeah yeah yeah same stuff

 

[Deleted member 42058]

Yeah yeah yeah same stuff

In hindsight it might sound like bragging to less fortunate inkwells.
Sorry brocels, i just wanted to vent...

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

In hindsight it might sound like bragging to less fortunate inkwells.
Sorry brocels, i just wanted to vent...

No problem bro of course you should vent here