SuicideFuel Everyday of school is like a punch in the face

[Deleted member 2119]

Going to school is probably one of the most depressing experiences as an Incel. Every day is painful & you can't escape...

Education :
I personally can't learn in classes or groups effectively. All of it makes the whole process a lot slower. Everyone is wasting precious time by talking about personal stuff or making jokes which is a bad idea if you have demanding teachers who have high expectations for every single student. Lots of teachers are also infuenced by their personal sympathy towards other students
They don't care about the knowledge itself, but rather about finishing the curriculum which reasonable because they are just a part of a broken education system. I only have a few teachers that are actually great.

Social life :
Going to school requires an enormous amount of social interactions on a daily basis. The vast majority of guys already formed their social circles & ignore most people who are not in them. They also constantly talk about parties they are invited to & who is celebrating their birthday. Nobody there would even consider me as a friend and I would never get something in return even if they decide to include me . Regardless how much time I would be willing to spend with them. They would replace me in an instant. I only know a few nice acquaintances but they are of course also not my friends

Inceldom
Most Normies,Infiltrators and Fakecels probably don't understand the importance of a functioning love life. Being deprived of this essential part of life has a huge impact on the psyche of men. Reproduction is the ultimate goal in a species and not getting any love shows the true inadequacy of your genes. It makes you naturally feel bad
The exposure to girls through school makes this feeling of inadequacy ineviatble, especially if girls can wear revealing clothes at your school. Seeing girls that I find attractive in these clothes is a constant reminder that I am not good enough Random lurker : "You only want a 9/11 GiGA stacy"" My standards are far from high and I would definitely go for my looksmatch or below that. The problem is that even that is not happening . And I also just pay more attention to some girls than others, but again my standards are not high. I am mostly blaming our current dating market and the gamble of life.

"Reddit faggots : Just stop feeling this way. You are not entitled to anything."

Actual desires can't be changed and we have no control over them. The desire to have a relationship with the other gender is wired into our brains just like eating food. The dopamine levels from sex are actually greater than the dopamine levels of food. We have a very limited control over our will or we don't have a free will at all.

Parents
Parente have demands in varying degrees. They only leave you alone if they don't care .Some of them put a greater focus on your academic career and others want you to focus on your romantic / social life. The latter thing is especially horrible since it is pretty much out of your control. Most of them don't do anything that is drastic but just repeatedly asking can be enough to ruin your mood.

tl;dr : The world is cruel and you only have a very limited amount of control over important things.

 

[EthnicelNL]

School is only a small taste of what you will get to face in real world..once you have to work to support yourself living. Man up or rope

 

[Deleted member 2119]

School is only a small taste of what you will get to face in real world..once you have to work to support yourself living. Man up or rope

Work is definitely pretty similar. Both are social settings where they demand something from you. But you will never see prime girls & boys who have lots of fun at work. That is exclusive to school & university. I guess work has its own problems

 

[Soul_Synarchy]

Brutal blackpill, if you're not in the norms social circles you are basically forced to cuck yourself watching dirty normies be successful while hearing bluepills constantly every day of your life. One bullet will put an end to this horror.

 

[Deleted member 2119]

Brutal blackpill, if you're not in the norms social circles you are basically forced to cuck yourself watching dirty normies be successful while hearing bluepills constantly every day of your life. One bullet will put an end to this horror.

It was over before it even began. Nothing of this is unfortunately in our control

 

[Evidential]

This is me every day after school

 

[Deleted member 2119]

This is me every day after school

That is understandable. It's way too exhausting

 

[solitary_dweller]

@Facade
I'm going to be brutally honest with you. School is a goldfish bowl filled with a whole manner of ego's all competing for attention.
To survive it take what is offered and use it.
For example. If a bully is giving you a hard time by being violent don't back off. Defend yourself. The only thing they value is violence & validation. Most times you will loose the battle and the bullies friends will join in but the more you show you aren't afraid of pain, suffering and violence the more respect your get.
Alternatively if your being publicly harassed then take the insults and listen. Then turn round and tell the bully the truth. Psychoanalyse them and then just give them a whole mouth full back. But most importantly do not insult them rather get into their head and find their vulnerability. No one in invulnerable.

 

[Deleted member 2119]

@Facade
I'm going to be brutally honest with you. School is a goldfish bowl filled with a whole manner of ego's all competing for attention.
To survive it take what is offered and use it.
For example. If a bully is giving you a hard time by being violent don't back off. Defend yourself. The only thing they value is violence & validation. Most times you will loose the battle and the bullies friends will join in but the more you show you aren't afraid of pain, suffering and violence the more respect your get.
Alternatively if your being publicly harassed then take the insults and listen. Then turn round and tell the bully the truth. Psychoanalyse them and then just give them a whole mouth full back. But most importantly do not insult them rather get into their head and find their vulnerability. No one in invulnerable.

I don't have bullies. Just a nonexistent social & love life.

But I appreciate your advice

 

[_incelinside]

Brutal blackpill. I cannot describe the extent i've been scarred by witnessing normies socialise during secondary school while I was left in the shadows and nobody talked to me. I've lost the ability to function as a neurotypical person due to those experiences (or lack of them)

 

[Deleted member 7081]

First I want to mention that I love your formatting and how well-thought out your post is.

I wasn't really included in social circles and tried to join them, but failed. I had some decent acquaintances especially during community college to help me get through group work, but were never truly friends and I was always alone. School is just a terrible experience for incels. I'm just glad I don't to go to school any more to suffer some more.

 

[solitary_dweller]

I don't have bullies. Just a nonexistent social & love life.

But I appreciate your advice

Well I can relate to that. I'd rather not focus on love because in my opinion its a disease of the mind. But social life I can talk about.

A social life is what yourself bring into reality & give to another person. What you get back is real-time dopamine.
People are only going to form connections with you if they can gain something from you. People like to kid themselves that they have friends but what they really have is someone who wants to exchange 3-dimensional knowledge & resources. Its a trade. Don't kid yourself.

So if your old enough to drink perhaps go to a bar where people just complain about stuff. Just join in the misery. Watch the sports game and follow their lead. I do it with strangers all the time.

If not old enough to drink join a club and start a conservation.

Being social is hard and it can it be even more difficult for those on the Autism spectrum like myself. But I generally just don't care about people reactions. If I fail at being social with one person there are thousands of other victims of my boring sense of humour

 

[Deleted member 2119]

First I want to mention that I love your formatting and how well-thought out your post is.

I wasn't really included in social circles and tried to join them, but failed. I had some decent acquaintances especially during community college to help me get through group work, but were never truly friends and I was always alone. School is just a terrible experience for incels. I'm just glad I don't to go to school any more to suffer some more.

Thanks for your compliment I appreciate it.
Your experience sounds a lot like mine and I couldn't agree more.

 

[Jockcel]

That's why I dropped out, I couldn't take it any longer.

 

[Deleted member 2119]

If school is a punch in the face for you. Give them all a punch in the face by whatever means.

I will play it smart. Pass my exams & just endure it

That's why I dropped out, I couldn't take it any longer.

I honestly can't blame you for that.

Well I can relate to that. I'd rather not focus on love because in my opinion its a disease of the mind. But social life I can talk about.

A social life is what yourself bring into reality & give to another person. What you get back is real-time dopamine.
People are only going to form connections with you if they can gain something from you. People like to kid themselves that they have friends but what they really have is someone who wants to exchange 3-dimensional knowledge & resources. Its a trade. Don't kid yourself.

So if your old enough to drink perhaps go to a bar where people just complain about stuff. Just join in the misery. Watch the sports game and follow their lead. I do it with strangers all the time.

If not old enough to drink join a club and start a conservation.

Being social is hard and it can it be even more difficult for those on the Autism spectrum like myself. But I generally just don't care about people reactions. If I fail at being social with one person there are thousands of other victims of my boring sense of humour

It's a pretty optimistic attitude and I admire you for that. I tried socializing at events before and failed. Drinking makes me act like someone with autism & clubs are pretty much nonexistent here.

I guess I just have to live with it

 

[Deleted member 2119]

I believe the most important of aspect of "school" is for children to learn to socialize rather than to calculate 2+2. Social skill a person will gain during this period is crucial for his well being for rest of his life.

Unfortunately in your case, it seems like you struggle making friends, being popular or having girlfriend.

I strongly suspect that your parents are to blame for your situation.

My condolences.

My brother turned out quite well and they raised him in the same way. It is not like I am not talking or saying any inappropriate shit. I honestly do not know what I am doing wrong. I guess I am just a boring person.

I have 2 friends but both of them are already done with school.

Getting a girlfriend is definitely not an option cause I am not good looking enough and I most likely lack the ability to maintain a romantic relationship.

 

[solitary_dweller]

I will play it smart. Pass my exams & just endure it


I honestly can't blame you for that.


It's a pretty optimistic attitude and I admire you for that. I tried socializing at events before and failed. Drinking makes me act like someone with autism & clubs are pretty much nonexistent here.

I guess I just have to live with it

Then the best advice I can give you is learn how to drive a car or ride a motorbike soon as possible. Make that the soul ambition in your life. The quicker you can get away from the horde of Stacy's the better.

Some might call Dick Masterson a wannabe Chad but I think majority of his Chauvinism is totally on-game. He really explains how women are programmed.


Add another note. The only thing Stacy's do is drain your bank balance, complain and turn you into a mental wreck. Do not under any circumstances put the pussy on a pedestal. If you ever get with some women and you see signs of the Stacy mentality get out while you can because it will hurt more the longer you stay in. They will literally suck the life force out of you.

 

[Indari]

the school year still hasn't ended for you? it's almost june

 

[deathgreetsmeslow]

They almost didn’t let me graduate hs because I barely went to class. In college I carried on this habit and it’s taken me about 8 years to graduate

 

[Izayacel]

You aint chad your a failed normie ofc school sucks then, but gl anyways (yet again)

 

[EthnicelNL]

Its over for schoolcels

 

[whogivesafucc]

i hated high school so much i graduated a year late, was a "super senior" i literally never went to class, i had 130 absences in my sophomore year

in my last year there, i made literally zero contact with people, only teachers, and tried to graduate ASAP and GTFO, it was such fucking hell honestly, COLLEGE IS SOOOOOOOOO MUCH FUCKING BETTER

Literally just went to 2 classes a day and got out at like 11-12 PM, people kept telling me "yo are you ok bro"

almost got into a fight with this faggot who made fun of my handwriting right in front of me said "yo this nigga write my 8 year old brother son" ( he thought i was sleeping and i couldn't hear ), i just picked my head up and stared at him and he was like "yo chill son don't punch me i was just joking bro sorry"

fuck high school, just leave asap. nothing there is worth it.

 

[Pinpoint]

Everyone has a self-contained belief system of entitlement.
But no one will listen to them unless they're your family. I don't think ebing spoiledi s a bad thing because it gives you wherewithall and drive deeply enrooted from the surplus/ affluence in your childhood to demand it everywhere else.
Everyone has this mentality anyway.
Stalin, hitler, gandhi, mother teresa... all these people just use the naive masses as stepping stones from their need to have a conviction/ higher purpose. All just as an excuse for them to be at the head of this revolutionary ideology where they'll get more pussy, power, prominence.

 

[KekistaniIncel]

School is only a small taste of what you will get to face in real world..once you have to work to support yourself living. Man up or rope

School is much worse than the real world man.

 

[Deleted member 2119]

the school year still hasn't ended for you? it's almost june

It differs a lot from country to country

 

[TheLivingFailure]

A social life is an important aspect within school. If you don't have a social life in school, you are more prone to bullies and people will start spreading rumors about you and label you as a creep.

 

[Cam The Angel]

enjoy school while it lasts because soon you'll be living alone not interacting with another human for weeks on end

 

[Deleted member 2119]

enjoy school while it lasts because soon you'll be living alone not interacting with another human for weeks on end

Oh boy I cannot wait for it.....

Fuck this life

 

[nymph]

at least you dont have to deal with braindead foids, who say the most retarded shit

 

[MogekoLord]

The teachers don't teach well in school and we can't even properly socialize with normshits. School sucks from all angles.

I got through HS with my head constantly in undergraduate mathematics books and never looking up. The autistic asian math genius wouldn't even be close friends with me, jfl

Good luck with finishing HS man! Germany loves torturing you with long school

 

[TomathonClancy]

It gets a bit better in college, you can avoid people nonstop and if your teacher puts the notes online you never have to leave your room. Managed to get A's and B's last two semester by mostly staying inside and shutting myself off.

 

[bkdreamkb]

I spent all of my school years not talking to anybody. Everyday at the end of the class I would go out to my home without even saying goodbye to anyone.

Tbh I regret that so much. You will never get this chance of making a honest real friendship again.