Logic55
Blackpill Philosopher
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My family consists of normies and low-tier normies. All males have lost their virginity and has experienced a relationship, same with all the females. My chad brother has had multiple gfs, my normie father had 2 wives, and still has hookups with his female coworkers. I don't have any of that.
Recently, I was in my room and I heard my cousin talking to his gf on the phone, he said, "tomorrow we will cuddle, then we will eat at our favorite restaurant, drink Boba tea, watch movies, and enjoy each other's company" his gf said, "tomorrow will be a happy day". I felt awful when I heard this, then I went to the bathroom to brush my teeth, I heard my father talking to his new gf on the phone inside his own room, and I heard him say, "this week, I will have dinner with you, I know this restaurant that has really good food, and we will go to the beach afterwards" they both sounded so happy.
Meanwhile, I am just coping by myself in my room sleeping for hours and hours to rid myself of the pain. Most the of time, I am studying for my classes or working long hours at my job. Whenever I come back home from school or work, I sit in my couch drinking soda and eating junk food because their is no other way to feel pleasure or happiness. I try my best to ignore that fact that people my age are having the time of their lives. I'm not living, I am just surviving. I am empty inside and all I can do is cope. At least I have the brocels to talk to here
Recently, I was in my room and I heard my cousin talking to his gf on the phone, he said, "tomorrow we will cuddle, then we will eat at our favorite restaurant, drink Boba tea, watch movies, and enjoy each other's company" his gf said, "tomorrow will be a happy day". I felt awful when I heard this, then I went to the bathroom to brush my teeth, I heard my father talking to his new gf on the phone inside his own room, and I heard him say, "this week, I will have dinner with you, I know this restaurant that has really good food, and we will go to the beach afterwards" they both sounded so happy.
Meanwhile, I am just coping by myself in my room sleeping for hours and hours to rid myself of the pain. Most the of time, I am studying for my classes or working long hours at my job. Whenever I come back home from school or work, I sit in my couch drinking soda and eating junk food because their is no other way to feel pleasure or happiness. I try my best to ignore that fact that people my age are having the time of their lives. I'm not living, I am just surviving. I am empty inside and all I can do is cope. At least I have the brocels to talk to here