Venting Every little setback is soul crushing

[Misogynist Vegeta]

For normalfag these setbacks are something that is easy to deal with because in the end they still live a great life, They have many friends and a girlfriend who loves them. They are dealing with no mental issues and are battling no (metaphorical) demons. For an incel like me a setback as minor as losing a couple hundred dollar is soul crushing as is losing my electrical bike. I have nothing to really fall back on, no girlfriend to vent my frustrations to while she calms me down to tell me everything is going to be all right, no friends to hang out with to get my mind off of the terrible thing that just happened to me. Nothing, All this work all this effort instead of killing myself right now is all for the future and these kinds of setbacks feels like it's going away. My only shot at true happiness is literally building my girlfriend in the future with a vast amount of wealth and I know it will be grind to get there but everytime there is setback it just feels like it's never going to happen.

 

[FuckYou]

All we have is our copes. They’re the only thing we can rely on.

 

[yeetbender_]

All we have is our copes. They’re the only thing we can rely on.

 

[GloomyGhoul]

Life beats you down so much that eventually there’s no returning. I try to hold on to hope, but luck isn’t on my side.

 

[Itsoverm8]

All I have are setbacks

 

[Krad]

For normalfag these setbacks are something that is easy to deal with because in the end they still live a great life, They have many friends and a girlfriend who loves them. They are dealing with no mental issues and are battling no (metaphorical) demons. For an incel like me a setback as minor as losing a couple hundred dollar is soul crushing as is losing my electrical bike. I have nothing to really fall back on, no girlfriend to vent my frustrations to while she calms me down to tell me everything is going to be all right, no friends to hang out with to get my mind off of the terrible thing that just happened to me. Nothing, All this work all this effort instead of killing myself right now is all for the future and these kinds of setbacks feels like it's going away. My only shot at true happiness is literally building my girlfriend in the future with a vast amount of wealth and I know it will be grind to get there but everytime there is setback it just feels like it's never going to happen.

Do you desire a place where there could be no suffering or pain or nothing alike?

 

[Krad]

For normalfag these setbacks are something that is easy to deal with because in the end they still live a great life, They have many friends and a girlfriend who loves them. They are dealing with no mental issues and are battling no (metaphorical) demons. For an incel like me a setback as minor as losing a couple hundred dollar is soul crushing as is losing my electrical bike. I have nothing to really fall back on, no girlfriend to vent my frustrations to while she calms me down to tell me everything is going to be all right, no friends to hang out with to get my mind off of the terrible thing that just happened to me. Nothing, All this work all this effort instead of killing myself right now is all for the future and these kinds of setbacks feels like it's going away. My only shot at true happiness is literally building my girlfriend in the future with a vast amount of wealth and I know it will be grind to get there but everytime there is setback it just feels like it's never going to happen.

I understand your struggles and the desire of no more suffering.

And i believe there's a way to overcome all this pain, it's not by ending it's own life, or accepting despair.

But be grateful to God, that even in so much darkness, there still light somewhere else, and that even if not possible, why not be the light of someone else?

I saw other post of yours, that you want friends, want you to be my friend?

 

[Extern]

Same, I always take them super personally

 

[retributor]

It will never get better.