I don’t know how much longer I want to do this , I don’t know how much longer I wanna live this life.
When I took my first breath, I was in bliss.
And when I take my last I will return to bliss.
When I first opened my eyes I was naive to the torment to come.
And when I finally close my eyes I will be naive to what will come.
I have been plunged into an abyss of which I’ll never escape. I fell through the cracks everyone else steps over. I am trotting through this world alone and supposedly, that’s how it should be. Supposedly I deserve this torment. Supposedly i deserve every ounce of misery this world has burdened me with. Supposedly every drop of suffering is one I should savour on my tongue, because I deserve this.
I hate this world so much and I can’t wait to never wake up in it again.
When I took my first breath, I was in bliss.
And when I take my last I will return to bliss.
When I first opened my eyes I was naive to the torment to come.
And when I finally close my eyes I will be naive to what will come.
I have been plunged into an abyss of which I’ll never escape. I fell through the cracks everyone else steps over. I am trotting through this world alone and supposedly, that’s how it should be. Supposedly I deserve this torment. Supposedly i deserve every ounce of misery this world has burdened me with. Supposedly every drop of suffering is one I should savour on my tongue, because I deserve this.
I hate this world so much and I can’t wait to never wake up in it again.
