The same bullshit I hear from annoying tradcucks every day, muh "just go improooove bro!" I'm so sick of it
just go improooove bro!
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Chad never had to IMRPOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE
everyday is the same old bullshit repackaged in a new shitty format
Rarely much new about it for me
i always find there is new bullshit to always have to deal with
nothing ever happens 
Yeah, none of my 'new bullshit' is novel. Same general problems
i always seem to develop more problems on top of the old
Every day is shit
All my problems are related to the same general shit. Wish we could have a break from problems and worry though, even if just for a week
all mine are related to one thing or another but new ones always seem to pop up no matter what I do, there is never seemingly a break from the nonsense if its not one thing its another, don't think i'll ever get a break until the day i die
The rare moments I don't have any immediate problems, the knowledge that it could never last destroys any chance of my enjoying them
I'm waiting for the world to end at this point
that's how I feel about, its hard to enjoy anything anymore
The rare moments I don't have any immediate problems, the knowledge that it could never last destroys any chance of my enjoying them
Depression has made me unable to enjoy anything maine
yup, i'm just passing time endlessly with distractions until death happens, without booze and weed i'd have a even harder time it at least makes the days pass fasterDepression has made me unable to enjoy anything maine
Have you done much kratom? I used to be big into booze and weed, but as I've gotten older weed makes me too anxious to enjoy myself and alcohol leaves me with nasty hangovers. Kratom is a nice cope in that it's dirt cheap, has minimal side effects, and is easy to control oneself withyup, i'm just passing time endlessly with distractions until death happens, without booze and weed i'd have a even harder time it at least makes the days pass faster
i've tried it a couple times but i don't think i really got good stuff all the stuff around me is quite junk for kratom every time i've tried it.
so i've just stuck with the weed and booze.
i do get decently anxious from time to time on it but its not usually bad enough to make me quit sometimes i try to alternate just one or the other, i started weed long ago mainly to help with all my hangovers from drinking and have another pass time from opioids and benzos when i was abusing those weed had made it easier to quit abusing them as much
If it keeps you off benzos and opioids I'd keep doing it.
I miss when weed was helpful for me, I used to smoke it and stay up all night dreaming up get rich quick schemes lol
i still try dreaming of get rich quick schemes they always just fail, it has kept from abusing so many benzos and opioids but i'm still popping them every chance i get i've come to accept that i'm just a addict and probably never going to be fully clean of anything
i also love the weed and opiate/benzo mix its a hard feeling to recreate without the combo
HNNNG... I'M IMPROOOOOVING
based and improvementpilled
Brutal maine. Addiction sucks. I'm more of an amphetamine guy than into opioids or benzos, but it remains the same that the only thing these drugs do is show you what life could be like if you weren't broken.
I've accepted by now that I'm far too lazy for any of my schemes to work, but that doesn't stop them from being fun to think about
I’ve always been a downers over upper when it comes to drugs though I do like coke, I’ve also accepted I’m far to lazy for anything and just ldarBrutal maine. Addiction sucks. I'm more of an amphetamine guy than into opioids or benzos, but it remains the same that the only thing these drugs do is show you what life could be like if you weren't broken.
I've accepted by now that I'm far too lazy for any of my schemes to work, but that doesn't stop them from being fun to think about
Coke is one of the few stimulants that does fuck all for me lol. I once ripped uncut coke until I started to have seizures, but still never got any energetic feeling lol.
I'm so fucking tired all the time, the feeling from taking a big dose of amphetamine used to be nice, but now it no longer gives me energy either. I avoided abusing it regularly for fear of this, but it has joined the ranks of stimulants that are no match against my genetic fatigue
Brutal stims have always been pretty boring and trash to me for the most part but never anything like that
I don't care about euphoria I don't care about nods I just want to feel fully awake maine
i don't care to be awake i want to be as far gone as possible, but thats the nice things of drugs is it does let you choose
do something new everyday outside of your typical routine to spice life up lol it sounds like cope but it’s legit, routine life is nice tho for making time pass by quick
Chad doesn't know what redpill means.
I will get my revenge
Improving has gotten us nowhere
The key is to making the sameness worth your time. Do shit you like with that time, I listen to my CDs when I’m left to LDAR
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