Internalizzz
Permanent KHHV | in the here, in the now
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DIdn't ask to be a failure at life, to be born with a mental condition that makes me act like a retard, to be born with average looks and not much to compensate for. I'm not extraordinarily intelligent, athletic, talented in shit, or do I look like Kade Neely or Vinnie Hacker. It might seem bitchy, but my whole life I'd assumed I could make a career out of myself, find a good wife, buy a home, the staple American dream and that. It all boils down to life being a bitchass lottery where one thing matters and only matters. No matter how much you make, how much effort you put in to "making yourself interesteing" how many gallons of sweat you dump in the gym it all amount to jack shit if you aren't attractive. Literally some dudes I know are straight up disgusting people but have above average looks so everything we all desire out of life comes relatively easy for them.
T[UWSL]here is living proof of this, the other day I was in Santa Barbara of all places to pick up some product for my dad's company and I decided to drive by the isla vista area and the UCSB campus for no particular reason. Holy ffs I kid you not but I immediately understood why ER went ER.[/UWSL]
T[UWSL]here is living proof of this, the other day I was in Santa Barbara of all places to pick up some product for my dad's company and I decided to drive by the isla vista area and the UCSB campus for no particular reason. Holy ffs I kid you not but I immediately understood why ER went ER.[/UWSL]