saintardi
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Absolutely everything i do even eating is so tiring boring and feels pointless feeding my body to later on rollercoast on negative emotions all day and think of new coping tactics to stop myself from roping and burning in hell forever
Jerking off used to be fun i used to go 12x a day now can't even do it 1-2 times it's gotten fucking boring and i do that feel anything during or after
I enjoy no hobbies i stopped drawing movies are all pointless and a brainwashing propaganda machine to remind us constantly that good looking people will always have it easier and they'll always win no matter what
Games yeah that's fucking pointless too just rotting my life away i don't enjoy that either
As gay as it sounds the only thing i enjoy is feeding animals or petting them and seeing them give affection back the only love I'll ever get back without being asked to be much in return in this fucked cursed God forsaken planet
But even this is rare since I don't leave my house much just to buy cigarettes and redbulls and rot away smoking hoping one day I'll just die in my sleep from a heart attack or some bullshit
Jerking off used to be fun i used to go 12x a day now can't even do it 1-2 times it's gotten fucking boring and i do that feel anything during or after
I enjoy no hobbies i stopped drawing movies are all pointless and a brainwashing propaganda machine to remind us constantly that good looking people will always have it easier and they'll always win no matter what
Games yeah that's fucking pointless too just rotting my life away i don't enjoy that either
As gay as it sounds the only thing i enjoy is feeding animals or petting them and seeing them give affection back the only love I'll ever get back without being asked to be much in return in this fucked cursed God forsaken planet
But even this is rare since I don't leave my house much just to buy cigarettes and redbulls and rot away smoking hoping one day I'll just die in my sleep from a heart attack or some bullshit





