Even though you are BLACKPILLED, do you have moments where you go FULL BLUEPILL?

[FACEandLMS]

I know, understand and breathe the black pill. I see everything through the blackpilled lens. Every person I look at, I analyse their face. Every interaction I witness, I look to see the treatment that the man gets based his looks. I can get an idea of how happy a couple is just by looking at the man's looks in relation to the woman's.

But then, there are moments in which I think the most bluepilled coping shit going. Stuff I'm too ashamed to say or you will wonder if someone ELSE is actually making my YouTube videos for me. I guess it's a survival mechanism. Imagine if you only thought blackpilled thoughts all day for years. You would do what ArabIncel and Harvey did, and take the pain away.

What have been some of yours?

 

[lostcel]

this sounds more like autism than blackpill

 

[/pol/cel]

Lol I daydream about being in an idealized relationship where I wont be cheated on. I guess that qualifies as bluepilled.

 

[SeifEsteem]

i go full bluepill if a female looks my way

 

[KV3]

Whenever II’m outside my dorm I act bluepilled to prevent social alienation.

 

[Mahlo]

Nope, I just cope harder

 

[nausea]

good question

I overcame such stage some years ago, gradual exposure to REAL LIFE blackpills it's your way

 

[Kointo1]

Whenever II’m outside my dorm I act bluepilled to prevent social alienation.

I just act autistic. I can't help it.

 

[KV3]

I just act autistic. I can't help it.

How autistic? Having your mom slice your shit and making her barf autistic or just awkward?


Either way it’s understandable. You will be treated like an autistic anyway.

 

[Kointo1]

How autistic? Having your mom slice your shit and making her barf autistic or just awkward?


Either way it’s understandable. You will be treated like an autistic anyway.

Correction: I sliced my own shit.

I just act socially inept around others in real life. I can't express myself how I'd like.

 

[Cuck-Damage]

If a girl actually takes interest in me, and treats me like a human being and not something she scraped off her shoe, yeh it's OD on bluepill time tbh

 

[rickvanderhammer]

i do this OP, i compare how people interact with other people vs me, for example if i'm waiting in line at a store. i notice how the cashier treats people in front of me with respect and when it's my turn they slam the change on the counter, say nothing, and refuse to make eye contact. even though i'm extremely polite. i avoid leaving my house at all now because interacting with other people is to damaging to my self esteem. i wish you could easily get guns in this shithole country. if i was in America i would've offed myself years ago

 

[Götterdämmerung]

If a girl actually takes interest in me, and treats me like a human being and not something she scraped off her shoe, yeh it's OD on bluepill time tbh

This

 

[Total Imbecile]

I am blackpilled but Im too high inhibition to show it IRL partially because if you are ugly talking about the blackpill to people IRL is social suicide. So I stick to acting bluepilled because its safe. Later I feel nothing but disgust.

 

[Minjaze]

If a girl actually takes interest in me, and treats me like a human being and not something she scraped off her shoe, yeh it's OD on bluepill time tbh

Basically this.

I am not used to girls treating me with any kind of decency, so during such ABNORMALLY rare moments I delude myself into thinking there's a way out.
Then of course, it ends up blowing up in my face and I return to reality.

 

[BlackpilledAF]

NO !

The blackpill runs through every vein of mine. I also spread its seeds among a chosen few male friends.

 

[_incelinside]

While I have rationally accepted the blackpill, there is no way I could let it consume me or I will go ER

 

[St.Tropez]

If a girl actually takes interest in me, and treats me like a human being and not something she scraped off her shoe, yeh it's OD on bluepill time tbh

Same here. 
I am gonna worship her.

 

[swissincel]

Lol I daydream about being in an idealized relationship where I wont be cheated on. I guess that qualifies as bluepilled.

 

[VLÖ]

I'm always skeptical.
If a girl ever shows interest in me, I'll snoop and research every last bit of her to make sure she's not lying or fucking someone behind my back. And I will absolutely NOT let her treat me like shit.

I guess I'm just too jaded

 

[idkwattodowithlife]

There has been moments, where I've lost myself, and that's with most things though.

I usually don't speak of Lookism or anything about the red/black pill to others because I would just sound much more bitter. Usually, It's not a good image for you to have, and especially if you're an Incel.

 

[Imgrlbtwxd]

@OP
I am blackpilled in a similar way, I judge People on their looks (height style/money) way more than I used to.
It is ridicolous to See the stereotypes of hypergamy and betabuxing in real life.
I also enjoyed watching your yt Videos, good Job on that

To answer your question, I don't Really talk about Red oder Black Pill in real life (even though I have some friends who fit the normie-incel requirements)
When I interact with girls I am more bluepill but I try to fit more of the Red Pill in.

 

[NutNotBusted]

Say, I say bluepilled stuff when I am irl.
I talked about lookism and bp only on forums.
I cannot talk about bp irl with normies

 

[Oodar]

Kind of. Every time we go outside, we have to live in the moment. Blue pill is a philosophy that comes from direct social interaction, intimacy, and of course sex. The best I can do is 'turn off' the switch and hope my boiling rage never gets the best of me before I suicide.

I've swallowed the 3D black pill. Beyond the looks realm, it's like every person is just a lying, frauding piece of garbage. I hate all people.

 

[itsOVER]

I got fired from all my jobs in the UK because of looks.

I live in a hostel with like 20 other people in the same room because of looks. Got thrown out of my parents out for explaining I'd never do well in the UK because of my height and shit lower third.

Never had any western girl because of looks. Suddenly got girls in Asia because of looks (i.e. mogging the ricecels there even though I get mogged in turn in the UK).

No, I never have any bluepilled moments nowadays. I know life is all about looks.

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[FeminismsCancer]

Never and I'm already alienating myself from most of my family because of it.
People are just so fucking deluded by blue pill lies.

 

[Grotesque]

No, all the bluepill has been beaten out of me.

But, I can fake it really really well.