One more GrAYcel post from me, I have so much shit on my mind that I want to share:
Right now I'm working at a factory where all you do is just watch over CNC and other various machines so that they don't crash and that the workflow is smooth. It's a pretty chill job, allows me to day dream.
It's mostly lonely men working there. Some are married but majority are not, they have nothing to look forward to in life. Just wageslaving in a lonely factory.
I remember how this one guy that I used to see, disappeared for weeks and never showed up at the job.
A month later or so, I see him in the lunch room and he asks me "Hey, what's up? How are things, I haven't talked to you in a while". The thing is, I usually just stick to myself and don't talk to anyone except if it's work related.
When I replied to him asking "Yeah, I'm alright. What about you? Where have you been? You've been gone for weeks".
He told me that he got a psychosis, most likely because of sleep deprivation so he spent weeks in a hospital.
He told me that the reason he thinks he got the psychosis was because of his lack of sleep and on top of that working a lonely job where most people just do their own thing and go home.
I then thought to myself: "is this how I am also going to end up in the future?".
It was so fucking brutal I realized that no one cares about these people working here, they are lonewolfs just like me.
We are all fucked.
Right now I'm working at a factory where all you do is just watch over CNC and other various machines so that they don't crash and that the workflow is smooth. It's a pretty chill job, allows me to day dream.
It's mostly lonely men working there. Some are married but majority are not, they have nothing to look forward to in life. Just wageslaving in a lonely factory.
I remember how this one guy that I used to see, disappeared for weeks and never showed up at the job.
A month later or so, I see him in the lunch room and he asks me "Hey, what's up? How are things, I haven't talked to you in a while". The thing is, I usually just stick to myself and don't talk to anyone except if it's work related.
When I replied to him asking "Yeah, I'm alright. What about you? Where have you been? You've been gone for weeks".
He told me that he got a psychosis, most likely because of sleep deprivation so he spent weeks in a hospital.
He told me that the reason he thinks he got the psychosis was because of his lack of sleep and on top of that working a lonely job where most people just do their own thing and go home.
I then thought to myself: "is this how I am also going to end up in the future?".
It was so fucking brutal I realized that no one cares about these people working here, they are lonewolfs just like me.
We are all fucked.
