Experiment Ethnics in the West...

[ColdLightOfDay]

At what age did you realise that being a certain race was going to make life more difficult? Were you more or less ignorant of race throughout your childhood and then shocked at the implications as you approached adolescence or did you feel uneasy / ostracised from day one?

What age specifically would you say was the most brutal in terms of this realisation? What was happening at the time that made you realise?

 

[StormlitAqua]

I realized that being a white man in the west was the truest of detriments when I was clued in to zionist media influence when I was about 21. When, in spite of my supposed life advantage and white privileged, I was completely undesired by all women and almost all men. I was ignorant as a child, even though I grew up near a fair amount of coloreds (mostly blacks). I considered them a violent subspecies, and believed that women and normalfags acted as rational actors, and would naturally choose me for things over them. I was wrong.

The most brutal realization is that people still hold white men to high societal expectations (unlike coloreds), yet we have the hardest path to success, combating things like affirmative actions, diversity quotas, zionist influence in marketing and media, and female lust for miscegeny. We have to be the successful yuppie man in spite of all these things while if a colored man is not in prison, he's doing good for himself... a white man in the colored's shoes is considered a loser. I realized most of this a marxist college university.

 

[Dregster]

At what age did you realise that being a certain race was going to make life more difficult? Were you more or less ignorant of race throughout your childhood and then shocked at the implications as you approached adolescence or did you feel uneasy / ostracised from day one?

What age specifically would you say was the most brutal in terms of this realisation? What was happening at the time that made you realise?

Probably when I first acknowledged the difference between me and a white kid, dont even remember when. This became more apparent as I got older and some of those kids the same age as me were 5-10 inches taller than me. It became obvious when my looksmatched ethnic foids were drooling over 6ft white/black boys who were on the sports teams.

The worst times for me were definitely between 12-19 yrs of age.

 

[Deleted member 16582]

At what age did you realise that being a certain race was going to make life more difficult? Were you more or less ignorant of race throughout your childhood and then shocked at the implications as you approached adolescence or did you feel uneasy / ostracised from day one?

What age specifically would you say was the most brutal in terms of this realisation? What was happening at the time that made you realise?

when i was 6-7 years old. deadass. i started wishing i was white and tried to get bleach to bleach my skin. tbh i knew my race (i'm half paki/afghan and half white) (the paki side) was inferior and that we had a lower average iq and were uglier and just a shit race compared to whites. this is what happens when you leave your kid to be on a computer every day after school all day, since kindergarten. fml. but if i was white i'd also be pissed what with the jews genociding my race and all that.

 

[Dregster]

I realized that being a white man in the west was the truest of detriments when I was clued in to zionist media influence when I was about 21. When, in spite of my supposed life advantage and white privileged, I was completely undesired by all women and almost all men. I was ignorant as a child, even though I grew up near a fair amount of coloreds (mostly blacks). I considered them a violent subspecies, and believed that women and normalfags acted as rational actors, and would naturally choose me for things over them. I was wrong.

The most brutal realization is that people still hold white men to high societal expectations (unlike coloreds), yet we have the hardest path to success, combating things like affirmative actions, diversity quotas, zionist influence in marketing and media, and female lust for miscegeny. We have to be the successful yuppie man in spite of all these things while if a colored man is not in prison, he's doing good for himself... a white man in the colored's shoes is considered a loser. I realized most of this a marxist college university.

Yes i noticed that too about white guys who were at my height or just flat out subhuman in their own right. Treated like genetic trash, as if they underachieved at life, the pressure and expectations imposed on them.

 

[ColdLightOfDay]

Probably when I first acknowledged the difference between me and a white kid, dont even remember when. This became more apparent as I got older and some of those kids the same age as me were 5-10 inches taller than me. It became obvious when my looksmatched ethnic foids were drooling over 6ft white/black boys who were on the sports teams.

The worst times for me were definitely between 12-19 yrs of age.

What race are you?

 

[LDARBuddah]

@angrycurrycel
@SuperSaiyanGymcel
@tehgymcel420
@Cuyen
@HighTGymcel

 

[Deleted member 16455]

I was an outcast since a young age. But back then, I didn't think my race had anything to do with it. i didn't see it as a hindrance to my daily life whatsoever. I was def more ignorant about this at a younger age. I started to realize the implications of race when I was a freshmen in high school i would say. I realized all the popular kids in school were white. All the kids with hot girlfriends were white. The tallest kids in my school were white. No ethnics were popular or well liked. Instead they were bullied by either whites or other ethnics. They never got racist jokes thrown at them. I realized my parents were part of the reason it was more difficult. ethnic parents just seem way worse and they make your life unnecessarily harder. I realized it was always ethnics that talk about how they hate their family and how dysfunctional it is while whites have a better connection with theirs. Of course, im most focused about uphill battle with the dating scene as an ethnic so it hit me the hardest when I started to care about love. so about age 15. I just saw how all the guys females fawned over were white while almost all ethnics (specifically my race) had rarely been seen with a girl. They always hung out in packs with no females around them. Legit no people of my race were ever seen even talking to a female which is why it was super easy for me to become racepilled early on (15-16). Meanwhile i saw females all giggly around white and black males hanging with and smoking blunts and shit. So at age 14, i wanted to become white but not because they had it easier with girls but because they had it easier overall it seemed. For instance, richer, better family, etc. Now i just wanna be white cuz they do better with bitches mainly. Also they are objectively better looking and racism correlates with lookism so they will get treated better because of that.

 

[Dregster]

What race are you?

Hispanic

Mexican born parents

 

[Dionysus]

i was jealous as a teenager of white kids

 

[Deleted member 9229]

@angrycurrycel
@SuperSaiyanGymcel
@tehgymcel420
@Cuyen
@HighTGymcel

Man where do i even start, from women treating me like shit all because of my skin color, to rude looks at random stores, to being builled in middle school. life for an ethnic was over when he was born.

 

[Anoncel123]

I acknowledge the racepill where I was in middle school, where foids where orbitating towards the whites or lightskinned mestizos, while darkskinned mestizos or full amerindians where bullied. Bullying against amerindians is quite common in the capital of my country (Lima-Peru), especially in private schools and universities. I was the shortest in my class and I was constantly ignored by foids, many of them where taller than me, no foid want to be with a guy who is smaller than her. In highschool not only I was bullied by three tallfags, but I never was invited into a party. I passed all my teen years in loneliness, other amerindians and mestizos were capable of making friends, by none of them had success with foids like the white ones. JBW theory is legit in my country, I saw that all the time, tourists are treated with respect and admiration while the average peruvian, especially the ones who comes from the countryside and are amerindian are the most excluded.

 

[Numb]

I realized at a young age that the human race makes classifications based on the physical differences between themselves. The thing I didn't know until I was about 10 was that these classifications were not simply "different" they were not equal. They were put into a hierarchy. Based on the pigment of their skin or the size of their bodies. The most notable example of this was when my school had a "dance" of sorts. All of the best looking females would flock over to these "chads". Yet there were some other members of the group that were of similar "physical ability" that did not receive as much attention as the white chads. This caught my eye because my ignorant mind thought that they in a general sense were equal to chad. This other time when I was walking home from school I saw this black guy get arrested and taken to custody. I overheard some people talk about his skin color and relating it to the reason as to why he was arrested "Of course he's black. They do most of the crime". This struck me as bizarre. I did not yet understand why it made so much of a difference. So I read about the various races and saw the correlations they were talking about. Colored "people" have lower average iqs. Lower body sizes. Have a higher chance to live in poverty. Commit more crimes. Commit the most amount of rapes. Have the most primitive cultures in the modern age. Have the least development done in their countries etc. When I realized this I understood. Not only is body structure important. But the color of the skin. The location of birth. I looked at myself in the mirror and realized what I was. A full blown sub human. I was disgusted by my own face. I looked at my hands as if they were claws. And my hair as if it was wool. I lost all respect for myself as soon as it got to me. I was afraid of what I was and ashamed of my existence. I was already very depressed at the fact that I wasn't "normal" regardless of my race. (I have genetic defects as well as facial deformations). I do not perceive myself as human. I understood that my life would revolve around fighting off a stereotype. That my existence wouldn't be a battle of "sportsmanship". It would be a battle of who has the greater genetics. Even intelligence and personality have been linked to genes. What food you eat what colors you like. If you're more prone to addiction. I knew that there was no escape from what I was. I wanted to destroy myself. I became more aware of these truths when I entered middle school and high school. I knew that I wouldn't be equal to the asians or the whites. Not even the niggers. They all have distinct "advantages". The chinks were smarter and cleverer. The niggers were athletic. The whites appeared to have the best of both worlds. But where does this put the beaners? They have nothing. There is no strength in them. They are known to be filled with grease and poverty. They are known to be filthy border jumpers and job stealers. Truly the beaner is the garbage fill of the human spieces. Our own societies revolve around hating our roots. We mock our indigenous bloodlines. We glorify the anglo saxons. And we wonder why the world perceives us as garbage

 

[josh]

I realized that being a white man in the west was the truest of detriments when I was clued in to zionist-

kek

 

[GetFucked]

Probably around 8 when beaners and whites would yell nigger at me when I was walking the dog

 

[tehgymcel420]

@angrycurrycel
@SuperSaiyanGymcel
@tehgymcel420
@Cuyen
@HighTGymcel

I always knew that I was inferior to the whites. Everyone considered me beneath them, even other Arabs who consider Egyptian sand niggers to be the lowest of the low. I wasn't fully racepilled on the fact all females hate me until somewhat recently though.

 

[Cuyen]

@angrycurrycel
@SuperSaiyanGymcel
@tehgymcel420
@Cuyen
@HighTGymcel

I'm not in the west

 

[DaveBuster]

Seriously, curries in the west, you should be holding white foids feet to the fire for their blatant racism. Look at this era of virtue-signalling SJWism. Do us all a favor, don't let these feminists have a pass.

 

[ColdLightOfDay]

I'm not in the west

What are the race divisions like in Turkey? Aren’t there white people left over from the Byzantine empire?

 

[HighTGymcel]

What are the race divisions like in Turkey? Aren’t there white people left over from the Byzantine empire?

yes there are also white people with blue eyes and blonde hair but not too much. Depends on the region like western turkey is whiter than eastern and southern turkey.

 

[Deleted member 12355]

I realized at a young age that the human race makes classifications based on the physical differences between themselves. The thing I didn't know until I was about 10 was that these classifications were not simply "different" they were not equal. They were put into a hierarchy. Based on the pigment of their skin or the size of their bodies. The most notable example of this was when my school had a "dance" of sorts. All of the best looking females would flock over to these "chads". Yet there were some other members of the group that were of similar "physical ability" that did not receive as much attention as the white chads. This caught my eye because my ignorant mind thought that they in a general sense were equal to chad. This other time when I was walking home from school I saw this black guy get arrested and taken to custody. I overheard some people talk about his skin color and relating it to the reason as to why he was arrested "Of course he's black. They do most of the crime". This struck me as bizarre. I did not yet understand why it made so much of a difference. So I read about the various races and saw the correlations they were talking about. Colored "people" have lower average iqs. Lower body sizes. Have a higher chance to live in poverty. Commit more crimes. Commit the most amount of rapes. Have the most primitive cultures in the modern age. Have the least development done in their countries etc. When I realized this I understood. Not only is body structure important. But the color of the skin. The location of birth. I looked at myself in the mirror and realized what I was. A full blown sub human. I was disgusted by my own face. I looked at my hands as if they were claws. And my hair as if it was wool. I lost all respect for myself as soon as it got to me. I was afraid of what I was and ashamed of my existence. I was already very depressed at the fact that I wasn't "normal" regardless of my race. (I have genetic defects as well as facial deformations). I do not perceive myself as human. I understood that my life would revolve around fighting off a stereotype. That my existence wouldn't be a battle of "sportsmanship". It would be a battle of who has the greater genetics. Even intelligence and personality have been linked to genes. What food you eat what colors you like. If you're more prone to addiction. I knew that there was no escape from what I was. I wanted to destroy myself. I became more aware of these truths when I entered middle school and high school. I knew that I wouldn't be equal to the asians or the whites. Not even the niggers. They all have distinct "advantages". The chinks were smarter and cleverer. The niggers were athletic. The whites appeared to have the best of both worlds. But where does this put the beaners? They have nothing. There is no strength in them. They are known to be filled with grease and poverty. They are known to be filthy border jumpers and job stealers. Truly the beaner is the garbage fill of the human spieces. Our own societies revolve around hating our roots. We mock our indigenous bloodlines. We glorify the anglo saxons. And we wonder why the world perceives us as garbage

Yeah, this is why multiracialism is inhumane and dystopian. It seems that everyone except foids. Chads and Tyrones just have it worse off under it

 

[Cuyen]

What are the race divisions like in Turkey? Aren’t there white people left over from the Byzantine empire?

No,natives migrated to greece and italy mainly to sardinia

 

[ColdLightOfDay]

yes there are also white people with blue eyes and blonde hair but not too much. Depends on the region like western turkey is whiter than eastern and southern turkey.

But is there any racial tension or elitism?

 

[Deleted member 17724]

When I was in elementary school the main differences between me and my classmates felt to me like they were based more on religion than ethnicity/race (since I'm from a muslim family). Like, when we went on a school trip to a place where they served meat, they had to give me something else and it made me feel awkward and left out, that kind of stuff. But for the most part, I was not treated differently with the exception of a few isolated incidents. I was significantly shorter than my peers but I never even saw that from a racial viewpoint, just a lack of fortune on my side.
What's funny is that I grew up in a >99% white neighbourhood and the large majority of my school was white so to me mentally, I kind of felt like I was white, kind of like how those kids who are raised by dogs think they are dogs themselves while looking like humans to actual dogs. I felt more connection to white people than people of my own ethnicity because I was used to growing up around them and our mentalities matched more while ethnics were mainly ghetto trash who acted like thugs which didn't really fit well with my timid nature.

It was only as I got into my late teens that I realised how difficult it is for ethnics to get the interest of white foids (or any foids for that matter). I was brutally rejected by this nerdy girl-next-door type of white foid with acne and glasses that no boy really showed any interest in which made me realise it was over for me. I used to delude and cope for a while, thinking that white foids were all hardcore leftists who loved immigrants and refugees and that's why I'll probably get their interest as well someday. But the truth is that they like those Syrian rapefugee type of guys not because of their looks but because they behave more high-T and primal compared to white men who were taught to respect foids and stuff.
Just to be clear: it's not like I only feel attracted to white foids or only want to date white foids, I would not mind dating a ricefoid or a curry or something, it's just that most ethnics only go for either tall white guys or high-T ethnics who thugmaxx. Ethnics like me, who look ethnic but behave like whites have absolutely zero chances in the west.

I was an outcast since a young age. But back then, I didn't think my race had anything to do with it. i didn't see it as a hindrance to my daily life whatsoever. I was def more ignorant about this at a younger age. I started to realize the implications of race when I was a freshmen in high school i would say. I realized all the popular kids in school were white. All the kids with hot girlfriends were white. The tallest kids in my school were white. No ethnics were popular or well liked. Instead they were bullied by either whites or other ethnics. They never got racist jokes thrown at them. I realized my parents were part of the reason it was more difficult. ethnic parents just seem way worse and they make your life unnecessarily harder. I realized it was always ethnics that talk about how they hate their family and how dysfunctional it is while whites have a better connection with theirs. Of course, im most focused about uphill battle with the dating scene as an ethnic so it hit me the hardest when I started to care about love. so about age 15. I just saw how all the guys females fawned over were white while almost all ethnics (specifically my race) had rarely been seen with a girl. They always hung out in packs with no females around them. Legit no people of my race were ever seen even talking to a female which is why it was super easy for me to become racepilled early on (15-16). Meanwhile i saw females all giggly around white and black males hanging with and smoking blunts and shit. So at age 14, i wanted to become white but not because they had it easier with girls but because they had it easier overall it seemed. For instance, richer, better family, etc. Now i just wanna be white cuz they do better with bitches mainly. Also they are objectively better looking and racism correlates with lookism so they will get treated better because of that.

This is pretty much the same experience I had.

 

[ColdLightOfDay]

When I was in elementary school the main differences between me and my classmates felt to me like they were based more on religion than ethnicity/race (since I'm from a muslim family). Like, when we went on a school trip to a place where they served meat, they had to give me something else and it made me feel awkward and left out, that kind of stuff. But for the most part, I was not treated differently with the exception of a few isolated incidents. I was significantly shorter than my peers but I never even saw that from a racial viewpoint, just a lack of fortune on my side.
What's funny is that I grew up in a >99% white neighbourhood and the large majority of my school was white so to me mentally, I kind of felt like I was white, kind of like how those kids who are raised by dogs think they are dogs themselves while looking like humans to actual dogs. I felt more connection to white people than people of my own ethnicity because I was used to growing up around them and our mentalities matched more while ethnics were mainly ghetto trash who acted like thugs which didn't really fit well with my timid nature.

It was only as I got into my late teens that I realised how difficult it is for ethnics to get the interest of white foids (or any foids for that matter). I was brutally rejected by this nerdy girl-next-door type of white foid with acne and glasses that no boy really showed any interest in which made me realise it was over for me. I used to delude and cope for a while, thinking that white foids were all hardcore leftists who loved immigrants and refugees and that's why I'll probably get their interest as well someday. But the truth is that they like those Syrian rapefugee type of guys not because of their looks but because they behave more high-T and primal compared to white men who were taught to respect foids and stuff.
Just to be clear: it's not like I only feel attracted to white foids or only want to date white foids, I would not mind dating a ricefoid or a curry or something, it's just that most ethnics only go for either tall white guys or high-T ethnics who thugmaxx. Ethnics like me, who look ethnic but behave like whites have absolutely zero chances in the west.


This is pretty much the same experience I had.

Are you Pakistani living in the UK?

 

[Deleted member 17724]

Are you Pakistani living in the UK?

No, Berber/Moroccan in the Netherlands. It seems to me like ethnics in the UK deal with racism a bit less because their country is more leftist.

 

[Cuyen]

But is there any racial tension or elitism?

no

When I was in elementary school the main differences between me and my classmates felt to me like they were based more on religion than ethnicity/race (since I'm from a muslim family). Like, when we went on a school trip to a place where they served meat, they had to give me something else and it made me feel awkward and left out, that kind of stuff. But for the most part, I was not treated differently with the exception of a few isolated incidents. I was significantly shorter than my peers but I never even saw that from a racial viewpoint, just a lack of fortune on my side.
What's funny is that I grew up in a >99% white neighbourhood and the large majority of my school was white so to me mentally, I kind of felt like I was white, kind of like how those kids who are raised by dogs think they are dogs themselves while looking like humans to actual dogs. I felt more connection to white people than people of my own ethnicity because I was used to growing up around them and our mentalities matched more while ethnics were mainly ghetto trash who acted like thugs which didn't really fit well with my timid nature.

It was only as I got into my late teens that I realised how difficult it is for ethnics to get the interest of white foids (or any foids for that matter). I was brutally rejected by this nerdy girl-next-door type of white foid with acne and glasses that no boy really showed any interest in which made me realise it was over for me. I used to delude and cope for a while, thinking that white foids were all hardcore leftists who loved immigrants and refugees and that's why I'll probably get their interest as well someday. But the truth is that they like those Syrian rapefugee type of guys not because of their looks but because they behave more high-T and primal compared to white men who were taught to respect foids and stuff.
Just to be clear: it's not like I only feel attracted to white foids or only want to date white foids, I would not mind dating a ricefoid or a curry or something, it's just that most ethnics only go for either tall white guys or high-T ethnics who thugmaxx. Ethnics like me, who look ethnic but behave like whites have absolutely zero chances in the west.


This is pretty much the same experience I had.

many westerners are brainless they think islam is a ethnicity specially americunts,they can't even point their own state on the map

 

[ColdLightOfDay]

No, Berber/Moroccan in the Netherlands. It seems to me like ethnics in the UK deal with racism a bit less because their country is more leftist.

I always thought the Netherlands was quite left leaning.

 

[Neggr]

10.

 

[Deleted member 17724]

I always thought the Netherlands was quite left leaning.

It is but more so in the "dude let's make everything legal" kind of way, the Dutch are also the most sexually degenerate people in Europe with none of them realising the dangers of pre-marital sex and homosexuality. But when it comes to immigration and similar topics, it's kind of different. The anti-islam/anti-immigration party was the second most popular party in the last general elections and they don't talk like moderate cucks like Trump/Farage either, they are very open about their hatred for Islam. And anti-immigration/anti-multiculturalism sentiment is popular among young Dutch people.

There's a bit of a correlation between those two points; most Dutch people aren't against Islamization because they fear ethnic replacement, they are against Islamization because they fear that muslims will take away their drugs, alcohol and buttsex.

 

[DaveBuster]

most Dutch people aren't against Islamization because they fear ethnic replacement, they are against Islamization because they fear that muslims will take away their drugs, alcohol and buttsex.

Interesting

 

[Deleted member 17724]

Interesting

Yeah, but I think it's the same in most NorthWestern-European countries. Many of the supposed "far-right" anti-Islam parties of Europe are constantly talking about how Islam is bad because Muslims are mean to homosexuals and Jews. And some party members go as far as to wear kippahs to show that they are not "nazis".

The only countries in which Islamic immigration is opposed to preserve the native religion or people are Eastern-European and Southern-European countries (Serbia, Hungary, Poland to name a few) in which people are either still very religious or have a history with Islamic cruelty. But people like the Dutch and British never had to defend their borders against Muslims like the Spanish and Greeks did nor they do have a strong ethnic/religious identity left. So the only motivation they have for opposing Islam is "muh freedom" which really just means "I want to have hook-ups and smoke weed all day without anyone telling me off".

 

[Deleted member 2686]

I realized the racepill coming here and a bit before

for example, when I got on pol I realize curries were just ancient mestizos and also race realist

I also noticed the white beauty standards before hand too