Venting Enjoy seeing people misfortune. Am I a bad person?

[pietrojr]

In the last couple of months some things happened that made me think if all this years of suffering turned me into a bad person.

Some years ago I was in love with a girl and I got her a job where I worked.

After she started working there, she treated me in a very cold and distant way. She ignored me completely. And later she got a job there for her two sisters.

In the beginning of this year, she found a better job and left. But three months later she was fired and it made me really happy.

A little bit after that, the husband of one of her sisters got shot by some thugs and died. Although I pretended to care, I didn't mind at all.

And now, a sister of a coworker of mine, that is successful only because of her looks, was saving up some money to open her own business, but she fell in a scam and lost all of her money.

I pretended to be sad in all situations, but inside I was very happy to see this people suffering.

They were all enjoying their lives. Earning money, having sex, being loved, making plans.

Why do I have to see them happy while I suffer?

I wanna see everyone, especially the normies and chads and Stacy suffering. It brings me joy.

 

[Sperg Abomination]

not at all same for me honestly but only when it comes to normies and foids

 

[HomicidalSuicidal88]

I enjoy seeing people miserable too the people i hate are chads and foids normies I feel the same

 

[tranny destroyer]

A little bit after that, the husband of one of her sisters got shot by some thugs and died. Although I pretended to care, I didn't mind at all.

honestly, they wouldn’t feel anything if that happened to you. And if they knew you were an incel they would be happy to hear you died. People are selfish and awful. I learned early on there is no such thing as being the “bigger man” be happy they are dead. Enjoy it fellow inkwell

 

[Emba]

Only enemies

 

[Mohamedömar]

In the last couple of months some things happened that made me think if all this years of suffering turned me into a bad person.

Some years ago I was in love with a girl and I got her a job where I worked.

After she started working there, she treated me in a very cold and distant way. She ignored me completely. And later she got a job there for her two sisters.

In the beginning of this year, she found a better job and left. But three months later she was fired and it made me really happy.

A little bit after that, the husband of one of her sisters got shot by some thugs and died. Although I pretended to care, I didn't mind at all.

And now, a sister of a coworker of mine, that is successful only because of her looks, was saving up some money to open her own business, but she fell in a scam and lost all of her money.

I pretended to be sad in all situations, but inside I was very happy to see this people suffering.

They were all enjoying their lives. Earning money, having sex, being loved, making plans.

Why do I have to see them happy while I suffer?

I wanna see everyone, especially the normies and chads and Stacy suffering. It brings me joy.

I enjoy seeing happy and normal people die and killed

 

[Itsoverm8]

Fuck people

 

[Ringbearer]

Schadenfreude, and yes

 

[lennox]

Unproductive in this case because people are failing financially and we don't hear about your career successes

 

[Shay]

Yeah it's kind of a cycle, someone enjoys yours suffering and you eventually find yourself doing the same

 

[TheSecondCumming]

I mean if you have to ask you probably have your answer

 

[SlayerSlayer]

In the last couple of months some things happened that made me think if all this years of suffering turned me into a bad person.

Some years ago I was in love with a girl and I got her a job where I worked.

After she started working there, she treated me in a very cold and distant way. She ignored me completely. And later she got a job there for her two sisters.

In the beginning of this year, she found a better job and left. But three months later she was fired and it made me really happy.

A little bit after that, the husband of one of her sisters got shot by some thugs and died. Although I pretended to care, I didn't mind at all.

And now, a sister of a coworker of mine, that is successful only because of her looks, was saving up some money to open her own business, but she fell in a scam and lost all of her money.

I pretended to be sad in all situations, but inside I was very happy to see this people suffering.

They were all enjoying their lives. Earning money, having sex, being loved, making plans.

Why do I have to see them happy while I suffer?

I wanna see everyone, especially the normies and chads and Stacy suffering. It brings me joy.

yes you are a bad person, but you have to bask in the joy of Schadenfreude if you suffer yourself, to have any chance of getting stronger. You have to pursue evil at all costs, or they will out evil you

 

[Sir Silentium]

Natural human desire to try and better yourself over someone

 

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honestly, they wouldn’t feel anything if that happened to you. And if they knew you were an incel they would be happy to hear you died. People are selfish and awful. I learned early on there is no such thing as being the “bigger man” be happy they are dead. Enjoy it fellow inkwell

 

[Taboo Buster]

I only rejoice if the person had it coming. Plus, karma is unreliable. Good things happen to bad people, bad things happen to good people.

 

[Gaelic-Truecel]

I think this is natural. I notice when someone dies in my area people seem to get almost excited by the news, they start gossiping, etc. I think this is because when they hear of bad news it puts their own problems into perspective and gives them a mood boost.

 

[ThePornographer]

Joy deserved

 

[Alexander400]

good thread but on a similar note when i am having a bad day sometimes i like to look at gore. For some reason, seeing people suffer by being maimed and killed makes me feel better about myself even tho deep down i love and care for others at least at one point i did.

 

[Deco]

It's in human nature.

 

[EcstasyCel]

Some people genuinely deserve misfortune such as manipulate judgemental NT sociopaths who pretend to be your friend to backstab you.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Nothing wrong with that
It's only fair