Blackpill Emotional desert

[Freixel]

I'm almost 30 and I feel like I've turned to stone, like I've become a rock.

My sexual and intellectual centers are still functioning properly; I've already analyzed those parts of myself... the problem is my emotions.

I used to be so full of anger, hatred, resentment, sadness, and melancholy, but also feelings of love... then I discharge it all, and now I feel empty, like a machine.

Does anyone else relate to this?

Wishing I could feel what I felt before... was like fuel for me, even the hatred.

I came to the conclusion that expressing emotions is a mistake; what you have to do is control them and keep them inside, otherwise you lose them.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

I still feel visceral hatred, so I guess I can't relate.

 

[Grodd]

It changes for me,some days i'm angry and severely depressed others i'm just empty and emotionless.

 

[Freixel]

I still feel visceral hatred, so I guess I can't relate.

I wish i can feel that again

 

[chalk son]

yeah,

I came to the conclusion that expressing emotions is a mistake; what you have to do is control them and keep them inside, otherwise you lose them.

and this is a good logical motto. if you can’t master your emotions it’s better to play it safe as far as you know what your bounds are

 

[ForcedMarriageNow]

Only emotion I'm able to conjure is rage towards those responsible for my situation by any attempt to act on it meaningfully would just get me killed.

 

[BPJ]

i dont feel any anger just void, emptyness. I am emotionally blank. But im also older so