When I was in elementary school there was this girl, I had a massive crush on her I would always Jestermaxx to get her attention and one day I was able to get into her friend group and we would talk about things together but after a month or so I realized she and her friends started to distance themselves from me. They all stopped talking to me and almost act like I didn't exist, I remember being a little depressed about it I started to talk less and less and mostly kept to myself, I had few friends that stayed around but eventually, most of them started to leave. I remember being quite lonely during 5th grade but there was this time when my mom beat me with a belt very badly, I remember crying the whole day it was very traumatic for me, during the rest of 5th grade I basically stopped talking to anyone, that beating broke me I don't think I was the same after.
