I am what you would consider an oldcel. I am 34 and I grew up during the 90 s and the early 2000s. I remember I used to listen to a lot of EDM music when I was rotting in my bedroom as a teen, I still remember listening to One And One by robert miles back when I had the blackpill first hit me hard in High when I was around 18. Which was in 2008. God do I fucking hate prom and HS for making me suffer, at least I did well with grades even though I wanted to rope real badly.
I think I first heard this song around 2004 but then again in 8 after I got my confindence graped by a stacy who I thought I had a chance with. Either way, I hate and love EDM music. Every time I hear it, it reminds me of my childhood and what I was hoping to happen back then when I used to listen to this stuff.
Another thing about EDM was back then partying was a bit different, there was less vulgar rap music and other lifeless garbage and there were not as many whores either. Maybe it is due to my rose tinted view of the past but I think everything has gotten worse recently. I only really went to a few parties with my once "friends" and I did at least see how these events work. To be honest, there is no greater suicidefuel when you are standing alone at some loud place whilst drinkmaxxing whilst another taller, better looking chadlite is beside you right before a foid fucking starts chatting with him before I watch them go away and the only thing you can do is just SIT THERE and watch everyone else enjoy themselves.
I might have never been bullied or hurt but life has made me watch everything I cannot have and I will always HATE life for that reason. Each and every damn time.
Also rip Robert, jfl at my younger self getting rejected by onietus.
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K6Uyi-Gmb8M&ab_channel=RobertMilesVEVO
I think I first heard this song around 2004 but then again in 8 after I got my confindence graped by a stacy who I thought I had a chance with. Either way, I hate and love EDM music. Every time I hear it, it reminds me of my childhood and what I was hoping to happen back then when I used to listen to this stuff.
Another thing about EDM was back then partying was a bit different, there was less vulgar rap music and other lifeless garbage and there were not as many whores either. Maybe it is due to my rose tinted view of the past but I think everything has gotten worse recently. I only really went to a few parties with my once "friends" and I did at least see how these events work. To be honest, there is no greater suicidefuel when you are standing alone at some loud place whilst drinkmaxxing whilst another taller, better looking chadlite is beside you right before a foid fucking starts chatting with him before I watch them go away and the only thing you can do is just SIT THERE and watch everyone else enjoy themselves.
I might have never been bullied or hurt but life has made me watch everything I cannot have and I will always HATE life for that reason. Each and every damn time.
Also rip Robert, jfl at my younger self getting rejected by onietus.
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K6Uyi-Gmb8M&ab_channel=RobertMilesVEVO
