Venting drugs. my experience.

[iloveporn]

I’ve done drugs since I was very young. Alcohol, weed, nicotine, Adderall, coke, meth, MDMA, LSD, shrooms and I mixed these countless times with one another. Different dosages, from everyday use to every once in a while, depending on the substance and life circumstances. After all these years, I’ve finally managed to be semi-sober (an occasional drink here and there).
I started taking drugs to deal with my depression. It didn’t help; it made it worse. I took psychs to get a “better” understanding of myself and the world around me. I don’t really notice a difference, except for a more acute mental processing of information, logic, and an understanding of the underlying systems around me. Maybe those did something, but they still didn’t fix my depression.

All those nights doing coke and masturbating relentlessly while watching filth on a 4K TV...
All those times I smoked meth and drank while playing competitive video games, focusing so hard that my bottom lip started bleeding because I bit it too hard...
All those times I drank day and night in bed while listening to sewerslvt and the smiths...
All those times I did MDMA by myself and danced nonstop...
All those times I smoked weed and tried to make music...

It’s a life I’ve left behind. Now I just take my depression meds and go about my day. I didn’t get anything good out of those drugs (except maybe psychedelics). Sometimes I regret doing them at all, because they definitely affected my brain development growing up. I don’t think I’m intellectually disabled, but I do think my ability to pay attention and regulate emotions has been damaged.

If I could go back, would I do it all over again? I’m not sure. Maybe. I wouldn’t be who I am today without these experiences. Not that I’m a big fan of myself, but I’m all I know, and I’m the only version of myself I know. So maybe.

At least I will never again have to wonder, “What’s it like to be on X, Y, or Z?” I’ve been there, done that.

My advice is: be careful. Do your research. Know what you are taking, and how much. Have a plan.

People do drugs for many different reasons for fun, to forget their troubles, out of curiosity, to experiment, or because they were pressured into it. And all of these reasons are equally invalid, because they are simply not worth it, IMO. If you haven’t started, then don’t start. Because if you’re not careful, you could very well end up going down a one-way road.

Or you could say fuck it risk ending up like another run of the mill cookie cutter homeless man. idgaf.

 

[Lifeless]

I only smoke weed regularly

 

[nolifecel]

Drugs you should try it

 

[DoomThreeKoala]

Brutal.

 

[zd60]

been doing drugs like that since childhood too, haven't had the harder stuff recently but don't plan on quitting rather it kill me then suffer in this hell sober

 

[RealSchizo]

mogs me

 

[CRASH THE CUCK]

try this

 

[theozz]

I only ever really smokes cigs, weed and drank alchohol, and I used to vape a couple years ago too. I will probably get high of meth daily in a few years if my life doesnt get any better

 

[antisocialcel]

I've used everything legal, even indigenous drugs, illegal coke, weed and ecstasy, these gave me almost no effect, coke doesn't really change how I am naturally, it's a bit like the feeling you get when you drink a full cup of coffee in the morning, but I think I still prefer coffee.

Nowadays, the only time is when I want low-inhibmxx, I smoke 1 cigarette + 3 $ liquor, it gets me high af enough to face normiescum and foids outside without getting a breakdown.

OVER.

 

[iloveporn]

I've used everything legal, even indigenous drugs, illegal coke, weed and ecstasy, these gave me almost no effect, coke doesn't really change how I am naturally, it's a bit like the feeling you get when you drink a full cup of coffee in the morning, but I think I still prefer coffee.

Nowadays, the only time is when I want low-inhibmxx, I smoke 1 cigarette + 3 $ liquor, it gets me high af enough to face normiescum and foids outside without getting a breakdown.

OVER.

i admire your energy massah

 

[Judge Holden]

I’ve done drugs since I was very young. Alcohol, weed, nicotine, Adderall, coke, meth, MDMA, LSD, shrooms and I mixed these countless times with one another.

I would like to try Adderall, cocaine, meth, MDMA, LSD and mushrooms
But here in Mexico weed is more common. Since when do you start using drugs? (I just started JFL)

 

[GeneticDysfunction]

Ngl, drugs are god tier copes.

 

[iloveporn]

I would like to try Adderall, cocaine, meth, MDMA, LSD and mushrooms
But here in Mexico weed is more common. Since when do you start using drugs? (I just started JFL)

First time ever was when I was 14, I also speak Spanish btw

 

[Enigmaz]

Sounds like my porn watching experience.

 

[coping_manlet]

I've used everything legal, even indigenous drugs, illegal coke, weed and ecstasy, these gave me almost no effect, coke doesn't really change how I am naturally, it's a bit like the feeling you get when you drink a full cup of coffee in the morning, but I think I still prefer coffee.

Nowadays, the only time is when I want low-inhibmxx, I smoke 1 cigarette + 3 $ liquor, it gets me high af enough to face normiescum and foids outside without getting a breakdown.

OVER.

I do the same. Nicotine plus booze is the best high and allows me to face normie scum more easily