Ive been rottmaxxing for half a year but now even that has been ruined for me. I perfected it to the point where 12h pass without me even looking at the clock or having a single feeling or thought, and i bridged the gaps with sleep.
But this night i had a dream so realistic my biology does not allow me to rot anymore, im fidgety and squirming in my skin trying to waste time and suicide by entropy
First dream was with a 10/10 model (as tall as me, caramel colored hair, elegant and feminine, slavic+nordic phenotype), standing up i went to move her hair and kiss her neck, i could tell she likes it as much as me. I kissed every cm on her right side, i have never felt like this before, first time in my life i understand kissing and romance.
Second dream i run into a petite slut from high school and ask her to suck my dick. We go behind a tree and this shit felt so real, months of cooming cannot compare. It was even my irl dick in the dream (usually i dream of it being bigger lol), and the feeling of my dick perfectly filling her mouth felt like perfection, never felt that fulfilled in my life, and i could tell she felt just as good.
Bros, i PHYSICALLY cannot rot anymore. I will improvemaxx and delusionmaxx as cope since it has become easier than doing nothing.
I cannot die without trying to ascend to incel Valhalla
But this night i had a dream so realistic my biology does not allow me to rot anymore, im fidgety and squirming in my skin trying to waste time and suicide by entropy
First dream was with a 10/10 model (as tall as me, caramel colored hair, elegant and feminine, slavic+nordic phenotype), standing up i went to move her hair and kiss her neck, i could tell she likes it as much as me. I kissed every cm on her right side, i have never felt like this before, first time in my life i understand kissing and romance.
Second dream i run into a petite slut from high school and ask her to suck my dick. We go behind a tree and this shit felt so real, months of cooming cannot compare. It was even my irl dick in the dream (usually i dream of it being bigger lol), and the feeling of my dick perfectly filling her mouth felt like perfection, never felt that fulfilled in my life, and i could tell she felt just as good.
Bros, i PHYSICALLY cannot rot anymore. I will improvemaxx and delusionmaxx as cope since it has become easier than doing nothing.
I cannot die without trying to ascend to incel Valhalla
