Naturalselector9
Greycel
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- Joined
- Dec 2, 2019
- Posts
- 70
Walked in on my 6'4, blonde chad roommate fooling with a girl on his bed today. Thought it would hit me with more impact than it did. they even started laughing at me as I went to the bathroom before leaving the room.
I know my place as a subhuman balding, ethnic, and 5'8 male; Enough so that i don't care when i see others living out the dream. Its been a long time since i had delusions of making it, and i did used to be heavily into ER type shit but its not even a fleeting thought in my mind anymore.
Really don't know why i put in the effort to live all these years, wake up at 5 to work out every other day and attend a university in a difficult degree when it will never amount to anything close to what others do on a weekly basis. All so i can exist to do drugs by myself on the weekend?
I need to get some effective copes before i get up in the middle of a lecture and blow my head off.
I know my place as a subhuman balding, ethnic, and 5'8 male; Enough so that i don't care when i see others living out the dream. Its been a long time since i had delusions of making it, and i did used to be heavily into ER type shit but its not even a fleeting thought in my mind anymore.
Really don't know why i put in the effort to live all these years, wake up at 5 to work out every other day and attend a university in a difficult degree when it will never amount to anything close to what others do on a weekly basis. All so i can exist to do drugs by myself on the weekend?
I need to get some effective copes before i get up in the middle of a lecture and blow my head off.