
jerkjocky
mentally chad
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- Joined
- Apr 10, 2022
- Posts
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i dont want to sit here grinding shit programming, its confusing as fuck and i feel like i am never making any progress or am getting any closer to being able to do it.
but i dont see how i will ever get a remote job that pays above minimum wage any other way. i have to grind shit programming that i dont even make progress in or get any closer to being able to apply to a programming job because after months i still dont know shit about it or have any ability to code.
yet what are my other options in life? work at shit stores gas stations and fast food joints for my entire life? work sucking someones ass in a call center? do backbreaking manual labor for barely a higher wage then being a fucking cashier?
im backed into a corner where i need to grind for years learning shit programming or else accept working at the poverty line the rest of my life
but i dont see how i will ever get a remote job that pays above minimum wage any other way. i have to grind shit programming that i dont even make progress in or get any closer to being able to apply to a programming job because after months i still dont know shit about it or have any ability to code.
yet what are my other options in life? work at shit stores gas stations and fast food joints for my entire life? work sucking someones ass in a call center? do backbreaking manual labor for barely a higher wage then being a fucking cashier?
im backed into a corner where i need to grind for years learning shit programming or else accept working at the poverty line the rest of my life