Did anything I say sound like "let's go sell drugs in gang territory" lol. I'm more thinking of selling pills and weed to rich white college frat boys. Low risk, low chance of conflict, police and college security often look the other way because these guys come from "upstanding families", etc.
The point is to take a risk, not be stupid.
1. I'm not talking about the people who are larping as suicidal (like most people on this forum). I'm talking about the people who REALLY want to kill themselves. Not attention whores chasing after pity points online.
2. Any guy who would choose rape over death is a faggot in my book, it's not even a choice to me. To me what you're saying doesn't even make sense, because if a man has already considered the possibility that he will be raped in jail he should not hesitate to kill himself, because whatever awaits him in prison is worse.
In fact to me imprisonment means death, and poverty means death too. I've already made up my mind that I'm not living a wage slave life, If I can't "make it" within a certain timeframe of years I'm killing myself.
Anything outside of a life of freedom and wealth is death to me, no ifs, no buts.
Then you're not "pretty hardcore", you just like thinking of yourself as "pretty hardcore".