Was in love with someone online and it was mutual, she was the one who said about her feelings to me and I fell for the compliments, I'm Indian so it was rare to get that sort of stuff online, the first whole year was so lovey dovey, I was only but nice, but then the ghosting happened, and she said she needed some "space", I gave her, then when I tried to approach her "her new boyfriend appeared" who sounded so African American she added me to a group call and when I knew I got cheated on and they were trolling me, I tried being formal and nice to get out of the situation, it hurted damn well knowing someone I loved over a year would turn her back on me and treat me like an NTR protagonist, then after the call ended, her "new bf" was then forcing me to do self harm because I'm Indian and commit suicide, out of rage I slit my wrist because I was having a damn breakdown knowing all the truth that I've been cucked and when I told her to make this ape stop harrassing me, she started saying how good he mastirbates etc, that made me lose everything, what I've done man, apart from that was fucking homeless at that time, it just fucked my head up, I got admitted rehab by some public Samaritan, and now I'm writing this by time trying to recover, I just don't get why they do these stuffs man, especially them choosing a toxic mf just for the sake of it, I would like to have any idea of revenge tbh especially to the guy who was merciless to me
