Maybe I’m too low iq for this one but I’ll take another shot.
Getting up everyday and breaking my back for little was depressing. Then returning home to count the hours until I had to do it again.
Driving a truck I was always happier, hated being a company driver bought mine because I wanted control and say so in my day to day existence.
Now I want more trucks.
Why run on the hamster wheel if others will do it for me.
Once I have more money what will I do? I don’t really know.
I don’t like to travel just to travel, on the road I stay in my truck as much as possible and when home I stay home.
I just like the idea of having a big balance in the bank.
But this could also be applied to everything else I do.
I collect digital games and achievements via steam some of which I’ve never played. Why?
I don’t know I just do it.
to a degree you have admitted you are a chimpanzee typing the bible scenario, because you do not know the reasons for the aquisiition of the money or the items
If possible try and think and drill down on why you think acquiring the money has value to you, what you think the money will do for you in the future, what you will do with the money.
For example if we remove certain simplistic and base reasons such as the security of the money, what othr reasons can you pinpoint to having the money
However to a degree if you are happy with your life and greatly enjoy your work, you are already on the correct path in my opinion
when you said money i meant acquiring large amounts of money to be liquid like a top 10% earner having to sacrifice his whole life for his career to acquire the wealth, this is what my cost benefit is based on.
you have moved from a lowest tier job, you stated you did a poorly paid job, to a moderately well paid job eg trucker, although better the trucker is nowhere near top even 30% earners, eg lawyers, programmers (expperienced), accountants, doctors, wall street etc.
however i like your angle of fuck em im going full independence and figuratively and literally driving my life (eg truck driving but works as a metaphor), and you have hit the golden state where you do a job that iis moderately well paid to make you comfortable and you like the job and it gives you good hours and freedoms, this is something all black pilled incels should seek.
I agree stuck in a low end job is pathetic, however it seems you have the least responsibilities, most freedoms eg just leave and pick up another one if awful staff, at these lower end jobs eg part time hospitality work manufacturing jobs amazon part time etc. My angle is all about maximising your free time to engage in usefl persuits that enrich your life, eg engagement in culture, creating things, skills etc etc i have found by doing this i have developed many skills and enjoy life by many orders more while being only sliightly poorer monetarily. But have gained shit loads of free time and now am able to code in the main web languages and am looking to create websites as a side gig and will try and make this into a career.
I just hate people wasting talent doing a 45 hour job and they are too tired to do what they are actually innately good at and have proficiency at, in my opinion most people simply have not tried enough different things to work out their natural talent. How do you now you are gifted in something if you havent even tried it, and you certainly wont find it out working in a desk job 8-5 5 days a week and if you actually want "money 7-6pm at a wall street bank or fleet street or as a lawyer working crazy hours.