I also dig up videos of nannies abusing children on youtube, i can't help but watch them. I get this feeling of nostalgia, back when i was a little kid and my mother beat me daily, It's kind of bittersweet.
I feel the same way with videos of animals. I remember watching this video of a guy breaking a cat's leg, and i remember my bullies pushing me down the stairs and spraining my ankle back in elementary school. Despite my childhood being utter shit, things are even worse now.
I feel like there's no escape from this suffering. I'm now in highschool and i still get picked on due to my acne, i just don't know what to do. Everyone treats me like shit for no real reason. It might be the fact that i'm the youngest person in my highschool, although i doubt it. I really wish everyone in my school dies, they're all fucking pricks.
Just thought i'd rant here, as i have no one to talk to. Feel free to just ignore this post.
I feel the same way with videos of animals. I remember watching this video of a guy breaking a cat's leg, and i remember my bullies pushing me down the stairs and spraining my ankle back in elementary school. Despite my childhood being utter shit, things are even worse now.
I feel like there's no escape from this suffering. I'm now in highschool and i still get picked on due to my acne, i just don't know what to do. Everyone treats me like shit for no real reason. It might be the fact that i'm the youngest person in my highschool, although i doubt it. I really wish everyone in my school dies, they're all fucking pricks.
Just thought i'd rant here, as i have no one to talk to. Feel free to just ignore this post.
