The End
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I feel like if I don't get what I want then society is "winning" against me. I can't bear the thought of dying without getting my way, and showing that I won't let myself be pushed around.
I guess this the common reason for ER. Since I don't believe in free-will I can't hold society or myself to blame for my unhappiness; regardless my instinctive hatred of a public that has rejected and scorned me leads to a constant source of rage. I just can't let go of this notion that I need to have the last laugh.
I've been born so miserable and others either can't or won't help me.
I guess this the common reason for ER. Since I don't believe in free-will I can't hold society or myself to blame for my unhappiness; regardless my instinctive hatred of a public that has rejected and scorned me leads to a constant source of rage. I just can't let go of this notion that I need to have the last laugh.
I've been born so miserable and others either can't or won't help me.