I know many of you will call this sour grapes or cope, but I’m serious. I have an idealised version of women in my head, beautiful, sexy, cute, feminine women, and these are the women that I desire and fantasise about, a fantasy based off the women I’ve seen in movies and popular culture. But the women/girls I see in real life don’t match up. Even discounting the post-wall beasts, the women I see who are around my age of 19 are all unappealing.
They have plain faces, often have acne or acne scars, wear ridiculous amounts of make up, wear false tan that makes their skin look orange, are flabby, have small or floppy tits, have ugly tattoos and bleached or dyed hair. And on top of all their physical unattractiveness they are completely unpleasant to be around. Cuss like sailors, get drunk and make embarrassments of themselves every weekend, most of them smoke or do drugs. In this country we don’t even seem to have different subcultures of girls like art hoes, they all look the same, listen to the same music (American mumble rap) wear the same slutty clothes, the same fucking orange false tan, watch the same shows on Netflix, none of them have any unique interests of their own. I feel fucking repulsed by them in all honesty.
