Does anyone else have stupid and totally unrealistic fantasies about your life changing drastically somehow?

[Deleted member 7448]

I've been doing this for a few years now. My brain refuses to think about my actual future too much, it's too grim. So instead I seem to fantasize about really weird and stupid stuff.

I'm talking really weird and stupid shit, like it'll turn out you were a genius all along, you'll find your talent and become a millionaire without working too much and just doing what you enjoy doing. Or even stupider shit, like this being a simulation and maybe you'll get taken out or given cheat codes. Or maybe this reality is just sort of a game and you'll wake up as your "higher self" or some shit, and you'll be in a sort of heaven. I even almost jokingly say shit like "take me out" in case someone in charge of the simulation or the reality or something would listen and take me out. Or even stupider stuff, like Truman show shit or solipsism.

And there's all kinds of scenarios that I imagine. All but what I know awaits for me. Thoughts about the real future are blocked and repressed. Shit, I even imagine myself dying in all kinds of ways, rather than imagine myself wageslaving and getting old and whatnot. Damn I need to repress this line of thought, thoughts are creeping up.

 

[patheticmanletcel]

I know its totally bluepilled, but i still have that "manic dream pixie girl" thing sometimes

 

[Deleted member 7448]

I know its totally bluepilled, but i still have that "manic dream pixie girl" thing sometimes

Yeah I fucking hate it when my mind goes there. Uhh there's even more cringe thoughts but I don't want to talk about them, it's just too unrealistic and there's no point in torturing myself.

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

Only everyday

 

[Deleted member 24256]

Only everyday

 

[Deleted member 7448]

Only everyday

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Yeah and the problem is that these fantasies are becoming very intrusive. It's like the haunt me, life is so tedious and torturous that this escape that I'm imagining NEEDs to happen, my psyche can barely take the fact that this fucking shit will go on for another few decades. I can't take it man, this shit needs to stop, one of these fantasies have got to materialize quickly, I'm tired. But of course they won't. People have lived much, much shittier lives than mine and there was no escape for them.

 

[NormScum]

Yes. That I marry my dream oneitis and I live happy ever after. Of course it will never happen

 

[RedIce]

I stopped daydreaming about these kinds of scenarios a while back. Now i only daydream about alternate realties in fictional worlds, or being born as a different person.

 

[patheticmanletcel]

I hate when i start fantasizing about dating girls that i talked to like twice because of college stuff, i fall in love so fucking easily and obviously always end up getting ghosted and break my heart

 

[taloh]

I know its totally bluepilled, but i still have that "manic dream pixie girl" thing sometimes

Yeah I fucking hate it when my mind goes there. Uhh there's even more cringe thoughts but I don't want to talk about them, it's just too unrealistic and there's no point in torturing myself.

Lul me too
Does not seem to matter how blackpilled i think i am my mind forces these bluepills on me

 

[Total Imbecile]

I know its totally bluepilled, but i still have that "manic dream pixie girl" thing sometimes

Me too buddy boyo, me too

 

[Incel_Because_Short]

Back when I was in University, I always had this fantasy of being a hero in a classroom who overpowered a school shooter and saved people's lives, and having the girls in there feel attracted to me afterwards.

 

[LOLI BREEDING]

yeah that's my whole life. I'll have my loli any second now

 

[patheticmanletcel]

Its funny but this manic dream pixie girl actually kinda happened to me, i posted "as a meme" in a group that i was sad lonely and hated my body lol, and a girl that lives in my city took it serious and messaged me, we became friends, started talking everyday, voice chatting, playing games together, it was like a fucking dream, i literally thanked god and begged for it to work lol, BUT, hahahaha, obviously the universe was just playing a joke on me, one day i decided to send her a picture of my face, then she started ghosting me and later also confirmed she was in love with a 6'3 guy

 

[Sportbro]

I have a recurring fantasy of becoming a top F1 driver.I dont know why,maybe because its seems like the only non-pozzed sport left.
It will probably never happen,but I like entartaining the idea.

 

[undergroundcel]

from the quintessential incel book

 

[Subhuman Currycel]

Had a dream where I woke up and wasn't curry anymore.
Crazy shit.

 

[Transcended Trucel]

I've been doing this for a few years now. My brain refuses to think about my actual future too much, it's too grim. So instead I seem to fantasize about really weird and stupid stuff.

I'm talking really weird and stupid shit, like it'll turn out you were a genius all along, you'll find your talent and become a millionaire without working too much and just doing what you enjoy doing. Or even stupider shit, like this being a simulation and maybe you'll get taken out or given cheat codes. Or maybe this reality is just sort of a game and you'll wake up as your "higher self" or some shit, and you'll be in a sort of heaven. I even almost jokingly say shit like "take me out" in case someone in charge of the simulation or the reality or something would listen and take me out. Or even stupider stuff, like Truman show shit or solipsism.

And there's all kinds of scenarios that I imagine. All but what I know awaits for me. Thoughts about the real future are blocked and repressed. Shit, I even imagine myself dying in all kinds of ways, rather than imagine myself wageslaving and getting old and whatnot. Damn I need to repress this line of thought, thoughts are creeping up.

Yes to some degree. I have been meditation and occultism maxing for few years now. when I started this shit, I thought I would be able to become gigachad millionaire. Now it’s becoming clear that my path will be very long before I can ascend and leave this body for a better one.

 

[Words2_live_bye]

Yep

 

[FinnCel]

If you haven't roped, you have

 

[TheHopefulBeliever]

Its nice for the 2 seconds I think about it but then reality hits me

 

[Deleted member 18193]

I had fantasies when I was around normies seeing as I was being brutally mogged... now that I am not I don't allow myself to think about it too much. I realize now I'm nothing more than an animal whose only purpose is to work, eat, drink, masturbate, sleep and repeat.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

Its funny but this manic dream pixie girl actually kinda happened to me, i posted "as a meme" in a group that i was sad lonely and hated my body lol, and a girl that lives in my city took it serious and messaged me, we became friends, started talking everyday, voice chatting, playing games together, it was like a fucking dream, i literally thanked god and begged for it to work lol, BUT, hahahaha, obviously the universe was just playing a joke on me, one day i decided to send her a picture of my face, then she started ghosting me and later also confirmed she was in love with a 6'3 guy

God damn. This is one of the reasons why I just don't do shit and don't interact with anybody. It always ends up like this.

 

[tea]

Only everyday

 

[Deleted member 7448]

Yes to some degree. I have been meditation and occultism maxing for few years now. when I started this shit, I thought I would be able to become gigachad millionaire. Now it’s becoming clear that my path will be very long before I can ascend and leave this body for a better one.

Those can be good copes, but I feel like there's always a part of your brain that tells you it's all bullshit and you're lying to yourself. That part of my brain won't let me engage in those things unfortunately.

 

[IncelPolitik]

I fantasize about being a military general for I.N.C.E.L. and leading a virgin army into NYC and overrunning the streets.

 

[tehgymcel420]

Shit, I even imagine myself dying in all kinds of ways

Same

 

[waste matter]

used to think like that alot but now adays pretty rare

 

[based_meme]

I stopped having fantasies in my 20s. Now I have goals. Some have very low probabilities of success, like owning and running a billion dollar commercial AI company, but none are fantastical.

Admittedly, it's cool to think about alternate or parallel dimensions, time travel, or opening stable worm holes to traverse galaxies, since they're all theoretically possible (well, except for time travel really), but the engineering science is very far off.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

OH MY GOD YES YOU MEAN ME 14-19

Huh I guess I'm immature. Really did rot my brain.

 

[Transcended Trucel]

Those can be good copes, but I feel like there's always a part of your brain that tells you it's all bullshit and you're lying to yourself. That part of my brain won't let me engage in those things unfortunately.

I understand why you would be skeptical, I was as well. I read thru CIA and project Stargate before I was convinced personally. Those government files, are reason I keep going. They got significant results from time investment in remote viewing and astral projection.

 

[Gymcelled]

being born as a different person.

I constantly daydream like this. srsly none of my daydreams involve my real self. That's how much i hate myself/have given up on myself

Its funny but this manic dream pixie girl actually kinda happened to me, i posted "as a meme" in a group that i was sad lonely and hated my body lol, and a girl that lives in my city took it serious and messaged me, we became friends, started talking everyday, voice chatting, playing games together, it was like a fucking dream, i literally thanked god and begged for it to work lol, BUT, hahahaha, obviously the universe was just playing a joke on me, one day i decided to send her a picture of my face, then she started ghosting me and later also confirmed she was in love with a 6'3 guy

IT will never touch this

Back when I was in University, I always had this fantasy of being a hero in a classroom who overpowered a school shooter and saved people's lives, and having the girls in there feel attracted to me afterwards.

jfl i thought about this in high school

 

[78980n]

I fantasize about being a military general for I.N.C.E.L. and leading a virgin army into NYC and overrunning the streets.

Based

 

[Cyrrow]

I imagine myself uniting Africa under one banner "The African Union" becoming King, genociding the White people in Africa becoming President of the United States and slashing it's defense budget to smithereens curtailing American Imperialism and then retiring back to Africa and ruling for another 20 years before I give up power and create The African Republic.
This fantasy changes some times. In another version, The African Union does not have peace and instead Invades Europe, America and the Middle East. In another version only America and the Middle East are invaded because NATO is too scared of The African Union. In the version where I invade America I steamroll the entire East Side of America and am no longer willing to commit forces further than that for fear of Nuclear Warfare.

 

[EeEcel]

Had a dream where I woke up and wasn't curry anymore.
Crazy shit.

u wyld

 

[Cyrrow]

Also I've destroyed the US NAVY and regularly have the west ports bombarded to prevent them from building more ships

 

[Deleted member 7448]

I understand why you would be skeptical, I was as well. I read thru CIA and project Stargate before I was convinced personally. Those government files, are reason I keep going. They got significant results from time investment in remote viewing and astral projection.

Ohh yeah, I remember that. The logical explanation is that the CIA and other such agencies knew that the Soviets were spying, and they intentionally let shit like that be discovered by spies to make the Soviets waste time and a lot of money on useless research.

And the other thing is that making a department work on shit like that is a good excuse to use the funding/budget and time of the department to research something else entirely, but use this crazy shit as a way to justify the spending while at the same time keeping the real project a secret.

 

[Deleted member 23656]

I dream I will win the lottery or buy the next Bitcoin early so I can be a billionaire like Notch and have "Fuck you" money to do what I want.

At least no need to worry about wageslaving or money matters.

 

[Cyrrow]

In Hearts of Iron? That game is too hard for me, all Paradox games are beyond me.

Read previous post. I mean irl

 

[Deleted member 27159]

Sometimes I do have weird dreams of grandeur. It happens less as I know the truth about what will happen. Also what exactly is the Truman show? All I know is that it’s about some guy who’s life is controlled in every aspect somehow

 

[Deleted member 7448]

Read previous post. I mean irl

Yeah I didn't look at the thread I was posting in, my bad lol.

 

[Solo Disident]

evry-focking-single-day. Maladaptative daydreaming they call it. Definatelly suffer from it. Is pathetic. I imagine lives wich will be allways out of my reach, however I cannot stop doing it. Coping mechanism maybe?

 

[based_meme]

Ohh yeah, I remember that. The logical explanation is that the CIA and other such agencies knew that the Soviets were spying, and they intentionally let shit like that be discovered by spies to make the Soviets waste time and a lot of money on useless research.

And the other thing is that making a department work on shit like that is a good excuse to use the funding/budget and time of the department to research something else entirely, but use this crazy shit as a way to justify the spending while at the same time keeping the real project a secret.

It was the CIA's investigations into the paranormal, which yielded no real (consistent, reliable) results and application. Things like remote viewing are a fiction they've continued to push even into the mainstream. They then realized that they could use the project as effective disinformation to make the Soviets waste precious time and resources.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

evry-focking-single-day. Maladaptative daydreaming they call it. Definatelly suffer from it. Is pathetic. I imagine lives wich will be allways out of my reach, however I cannot stop doing it. Coping mechanism maybe?

Idk if it even helps as a cope, tbh it just puts salt on the wound, reminds me of how shit my life is in contrast to how good it could be.

It was the CIA's investigations into the paranormal, which yielded no real (consistent, reliable) results and application. Things like remote viewing are a fiction they've continued to push even into the mainstream. They then realized that they could use the project as effective disinformation to make the Soviets waste precious time and resources.

Informed and smart noavatarcel. A lot of people seem to cling to these things and it helps them cope with reality. Idk, good luck to them I say, I hope it helps soothe their minds.

 

[Deleted member 6329]

I fantasize about one day winning the mega millions and spending the rest of my days going back to school, fucking escorts, and learning to create with the resources I have required.

 

[Solo Disident]

Idk if it even helps as a cope, tbh it just puts salt on the wound, reminds me of how shit my life is in contrast to how good it could be.

it is pathetic indeeed. Sometimes feels like self torture. But imposible to stop it. Bahh is my ind, it does not work well and I know it

 

[ihaveno1]

lmao ive been doing this for years

 

[Neggr]

lmao ive been doing this for years

literally this