When I think about what my future holds, I think about being a teenager and falling in love and such, even though I'm 4 years past the end of that. It's like I'm perpetually a child looking forward to becoming a teenager so my real life can begin.
But it's gone, and I don't get a 2nd try. For the rest of my life, every time I think back to being a teenager I only can recall playing World of Warcraft alone in my room. And as long as my consciousness exists, that's all I will ever be able to recall. It's so fucking horrible.
But it's gone, and I don't get a 2nd try. For the rest of my life, every time I think back to being a teenager I only can recall playing World of Warcraft alone in my room. And as long as my consciousness exists, that's all I will ever be able to recall. It's so fucking horrible.
