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NZb6Air
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Long-term love deprivation is affecting me physically, I'm living with a physical pain in my heart and lungs like they're being chronically squeezed 24/7, and it's not new-- I have always felt it, since i've been an abused dog all my life, including toddler years, but I feel like my life energy was overpowering it, but now that I'm 26, it's the only thing I can feel even though metabolically etc (checked) there's nothing wrong and I'm doing everything right in my power to rule out any cardiovascular issue.
It is temporarily relieved whenever I can touch someone but it comes back as soon as it's over, I'm sure the only remedy to this pain is a Long term cuddling partner which i can't hope for since i'm subhuman ugly, I've looked into oxytocin sprays but they last only a few minutes and they're hard to come by, is there really no cure to this?
It is temporarily relieved whenever I can touch someone but it comes back as soon as it's over, I'm sure the only remedy to this pain is a Long term cuddling partner which i can't hope for since i'm subhuman ugly, I've looked into oxytocin sprays but they last only a few minutes and they're hard to come by, is there really no cure to this?