Eternal Observer
Spectral Entity
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- Joined
- Jul 26, 2019
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I've been having thoughts lately that i've become some variant of a sociopath or something along the lines. For the last 8 years or so i've felt almost primarily anger, resentment and sadness, but only in the last few years have i felt hollow. Its like i still feel those emotions but my body has no physical capacity to actually express them anymore. My face is usually just blank unless i laugh at something and 99% of the time i find myself studying people and their reactions to certain words said certain ways by certain people and just recording this information for some reason. I almost never leave the house or socialize with people (outside of college) and besides my incessant urge to procreate, i actually prefer being left alone to my copes in the dark. Im probably just being dramatic again.