Doctor Manhattan
I Am Watching The Stars
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- Aug 7, 2022
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Even though I have a comfortable life I feel like I've been cursed with everything else. I'm seriously paranoid about people, I don't trust the people around me, all the people I know, I feel like they want to see me dead somehow or at some point. I feel like there's a greater force wanting to kill me or take everything from me, I wake up every day thinking about how I can go about my day without breaking someone's nose... I think it's over for me. What's been saving my days lately is this forum, expensive hookers, games and that kind of futile shit. I was seriously thinking about putting a gun to my head but I realized that this is not the way to go, but it's extremely hard when you realize that ALL people want to see you in the shit (the worst thing is they don't just only want to see, they do everything to make it happen !!!)