maybe its just me.. but i get really uncomfortable around other peoples kids.
im always worried their parents are observing my every move. looking for a potential pedo in me.
because when chad is around kids he is friendly and its cute when they interact.
but when a neckbeard incel interacts with a child, it always makes everyone in the room uncomfortable. unless its like santa claus at the mall or something.
so for this reason i avoid all children. like even at the store, i get as far away from them as possible. (like looking for gift cards for mothers day and a group of kids came and looked at cards by my feet, i ditched the card isle. and they took way too long so i left the store and went to a new one across town. actual true story.)
im even uncomfortable around my cousins. i do the same thing. its an actual struggle to not be tense.
maybe its just internet culture leaking into my obessive brain. cause any time a kid shows up on twitch the chat spams PedoBear. cause everyone is a fucking potential pedophile these days.
ya idk its weird to talk about cause normies just respond with -- "well if youre worried about it maybe you are suppressing something"
like no. im just a socially awkward ugly male and im anxious around people and i obsess over every potential negative outcome
my brain follows this same formula with anything. like if im walking out of a store without buying anything im a theif. if im walking alone at night by women im a rapist. if im walking and i see a cop on foot i constantly look over towards him to see if they are suspecting im an incel mass shooter or something. so i keep looking his way and then i actually get his attention. so then i spend the rest of the time in that space actively avoiding eye contact. and i end up acting very unnatural.
social anxiety is seriously a nightmare
im always worried their parents are observing my every move. looking for a potential pedo in me.
because when chad is around kids he is friendly and its cute when they interact.
but when a neckbeard incel interacts with a child, it always makes everyone in the room uncomfortable. unless its like santa claus at the mall or something.
so for this reason i avoid all children. like even at the store, i get as far away from them as possible. (like looking for gift cards for mothers day and a group of kids came and looked at cards by my feet, i ditched the card isle. and they took way too long so i left the store and went to a new one across town. actual true story.)
im even uncomfortable around my cousins. i do the same thing. its an actual struggle to not be tense.
maybe its just internet culture leaking into my obessive brain. cause any time a kid shows up on twitch the chat spams PedoBear. cause everyone is a fucking potential pedophile these days.
ya idk its weird to talk about cause normies just respond with -- "well if youre worried about it maybe you are suppressing something"
like no. im just a socially awkward ugly male and im anxious around people and i obsess over every potential negative outcome
my brain follows this same formula with anything. like if im walking out of a store without buying anything im a theif. if im walking alone at night by women im a rapist. if im walking and i see a cop on foot i constantly look over towards him to see if they are suspecting im an incel mass shooter or something. so i keep looking his way and then i actually get his attention. so then i spend the rest of the time in that space actively avoiding eye contact. and i end up acting very unnatural.
social anxiety is seriously a nightmare
