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Whenever I feel suicidal and want to feel like more of a failure I look up to see how badly my classmates life mog me. The younger ones still in college are going to parties, pics of girls everywhere, large parties and trips. Massive friend groups and big smiles. The older ones are married and seem to have a good career lined up, they had what I described above their entire youth and are done with that now. This is a very bittersweet feeling. It makes me feel both depressed and angry. They lifemogged me SO brutally when we were classmates and now they lifemog me EVEN MORE. It just never fucking ends.
Can you imagine that life? You live a great childhood, great teen years, great early adulthood? Just like that? Can you even begin to imagine? You don't know what depression feels like? You don't know what anxiety or low self esteem feels like?
I also remember most of them not having any talent and not being particularly charismatic or "good people". They were just good looking rich white people. They won at life since day 1.
Can you imagine that life? You live a great childhood, great teen years, great early adulthood? Just like that? Can you even begin to imagine? You don't know what depression feels like? You don't know what anxiety or low self esteem feels like?
I also remember most of them not having any talent and not being particularly charismatic or "good people". They were just good looking rich white people. They won at life since day 1.
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