I'm a wizard oldcel and I've never had any success with women. I'm at the point where I can see that I will become an old man, without ever experiencing sex. I will one day be a 70 year old virgin truecel. My entire life has been nothing but suffering and it's only getting worse. Do you think that you will ever ascend at any point in the future?
Probably not, I'm 27 and I can see the writing on the wall. I always seen it. I never fit in anywhere and I carry a very unfriendly aura around me that I can't change and it's only being made worse by my physical appearance. People just instinctively don't like me, there is nothing I can do about that, retards will tell me to '''FIX MY PERSONALITY SWEETIEE''' JFL...
I try to be nice and not bother anyone, I even made a few friends in my life but yeah I don't really connect with people so...
I don't really know what to do, I'm kinda coping and hoping I'll go to SEA one day which was supposed to be 2 years ago already and then maybe be happier there for a while. Don't really know what I'm doing with my life tbh, kinda just here riding the wave and let things happen, I barely even exist in this world tbh.
It's over buddy boyos. How much I would give to stop posting in this retarded incel websites and '''''''blackpill'''' spaces, this forum and others are overrun by normies and fakecels, there is like 5 incels for 95 normies in here I AM NOT EXAGGERATING... I used to think it was better but fuck no, this is the reality, this website is mostly normies, you wont find many ppl to relate here they are just troll posting and faking, just a bunch of edgy mfkers.
Idk man, I kinda dont wanna live tbh, I kinda wanna go to sleep and wake up 20 yrs later just to see whats intresting in the world for a month or two then go back to sleep again for another 20 years and then die... That's how I feel like.
I want to see the future but I wanna skip all the boring grind, waking up every day going to my job, living a dead life, doing same shit for 20+ years... Don't need that man tbh tbh tbh... Yeah.