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throughout my life i've only had two friends, which i related to and we shared personal things. one of them just kept ignoring me eventually and seeing him with other friends made me think i was a waste of time to him. the other one called me names and told me to never talk to him again, i was just there to entertain him and our friendship was never real. i'm certain this has to do with my appearance, causing me to have low social status. they try to convince me they're just averted to close relationships and imply that they want to be left alone in general, but i don't think that's why, they're probably embarrassed to keep me in their social circle and i am no longer of their interest.
all of these fags are just a waste of my time really but i wonder, if i withdraw from society COMPLETELY (both online and off) and avoid close relationships, i will feel lonely and shit, in spite of fucking hating people. i feel even a pet won't replace that loneliness, i've considered getting one to distract me from forming pointless relationships with people, since i never had a pet for a long time. do you think its better to form these relationships that end brutally to keep one from going mad? or is just talking to people without taking them seriously all that is needed? i feel if i just went around being a careless low inhib dick, not getting along with anyone, it will still satisfy my longing for human interaction.
all of these fags are just a waste of my time really but i wonder, if i withdraw from society COMPLETELY (both online and off) and avoid close relationships, i will feel lonely and shit, in spite of fucking hating people. i feel even a pet won't replace that loneliness, i've considered getting one to distract me from forming pointless relationships with people, since i never had a pet for a long time. do you think its better to form these relationships that end brutally to keep one from going mad? or is just talking to people without taking them seriously all that is needed? i feel if i just went around being a careless low inhib dick, not getting along with anyone, it will still satisfy my longing for human interaction.