Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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A lot of my misery comes from constantly thinking about the future and the past.
The past is full of mild traumas, the future is full of disappointment and catastrophes. I keep thinking about all the shit I did, that happened to me, and all the shit I'll do and that will happen to me.
If I could just turn off my brain and sort of live like a plant or an animal in the moment, it wouldn't be so bad. Got food, got water, got a roof over my head and it's warm. Got entertainment. So what if I spend most of my day at a job I hate that pays way too little and that I'm disliked by everyone I've ever met, at least I'm not in great pain or anything. All my physical needs are met.
The past is full of mild traumas, the future is full of disappointment and catastrophes. I keep thinking about all the shit I did, that happened to me, and all the shit I'll do and that will happen to me.
If I could just turn off my brain and sort of live like a plant or an animal in the moment, it wouldn't be so bad. Got food, got water, got a roof over my head and it's warm. Got entertainment. So what if I spend most of my day at a job I hate that pays way too little and that I'm disliked by everyone I've ever met, at least I'm not in great pain or anything. All my physical needs are met.