Do you still think about past oneitises

[Karlicel]

I have had many onetises over the years before and after beeing blackpilled.
Even if i am now totally blackpilled i still cant forget past onetises and think about them here and there.
I always think about where i would be now if i was born 6ft instead of 5"5.
I would sometimes imagine my favourite onetis to be next to me.
To talk to me while i lay in bed or dream of her in the night.
She was much like me (even same height so ropefuel) and she looked the same as i did except she has a 10/10 nose that looks like the one i want to get when doing rhino in this fall.
She was always nice to me back then and talks very cute.
Yet i also remember back when i was jestermaxxing to her, that she always had guys simping for her (i too was one of those guys)
She always kissed other guys when going out and her bodycount is probably at 50 now ever though she is barely 18.
She got fat and became a feminist communist now but i dont remember her this way.
I always imagine her in her prime at 15-16 years old, when we went out together even if i was just the jester friend.

 

[Todd Thundercock]

It's all they think about and talk about with their fellow female "friends"

 

[Karlicel]

It's all they think about and talk about with their fellow female "friends"

what

 

[redditfoidgenocide]

Every single day

 

[Karlicel]

It's all they think about and talk about with their fellow female "friends"

I was a jestermaxer in 2023-4. Even though i was blackpilled i tried to looks and personalitymax only to become the wallet of a younger friendgroup and their jester.

 

[anon65]

Yes sometimes.

She was blonde, really skinny, maybe 5'8, but she got vaxxed, has tattoos now, and a boyfriend that's at least 6'1 and a total normie.

 

[Karlicel]

Yes sometimes.

She was blonde, really skinny, maybe 5'8, but she got vaxxed, has tattoos now, and a boyfriend that's at least 6'1 and a total normie.

my first crush and oneitis was exactly like that.
Now i would rate her like mtb in the face as a blackpiller
but back then she was 5"8, skinny and blond. Obviously as a 5"5 guy i knew better and you can see the result in the subhuman conrincles 3 thread i made some weeks ago

 

[Karlicel]

 

[Barlog]

Not really

 

[Karlicel]

Not really

 

[Barlog]

I cant even remember what they look like my memorys such a haze

 

[Failed Pullout]

I'm way past that man some of them are married and I only graduated two years ago.

 

[pls]

can't get her out of my head. she's my lifefuel and at the same time suifuel because i could never have her.

 

[BasedGoyslopReviews]

no
i looked one up and she's practically a pooner at this point so in a sense I wouldnt be happy with her

 

[Karlicel]

I'm way past that man some of them are married and I only graduated two years ago.

I am also 21 yet the feeling remains.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Yes

Tfw you didn't ask her early enough and she'll roam free in your thoughts for the eternity of time

 

[Karlicel]

Yes

Tfw you didn't ask her early enough and she'll roam free in your thoughts for the eternity of time

 

[ImperialArk]

This is a bad way to cope, you'll fall into the abyss, don't associate with foids at all

 

[EcstasyCel]

I think about my oneitis every day. I even delude myself still

 

[Gilgamesh]

There was one girl I liked in high school. She was not ugly, not a normie drone and would actually engage in conversations on a thoughtful level and actually thought through what was being said to her instead of replying with the first thing that came to her mind. She actually treated me like an equal, which I have to admit was nice as well.

I was even uglier then compared to now. Even if by some miracle she liked me, I'm not sure it would've worked out in the long term. We got along ok but were not very similar in terms of humor and overall banter. Despite that, I would've loved to have a chance to see where it went. Maybe in another life where I wasn't born a subhuman.

 

[SilentShadow]

Quite often

 

[Paladin]

Occasionally

 

[DCI Gene Hunt]

Yes, daily

 

[retardfuel30]

no

 

[Rasama]

Yea, i just dreamed about her this morning. I dreamed that she had a surprise for me when i was waking up from bed

 

[strange_to_be]

Yes, and they all kind of coagulate into one big ball of failure. As an oldcel I have 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 onenitisis. I'd rank them 4, 5, 1, 2, 3. 2 and 3 were the worst. as you get older all the pain dulls.

 

[VanGobbel]

simps.is

 

[Caichan]

Nah I have one rn

 

[literallyretarded]

Nah I have one rn

really who

 

[Caichan]

really who

Girl that I see every weekday, I’m not proud

 

[literallyretarded]

Girl that I see every weekday, I’m not proud

where do you see her she ever talk to you?

 

[Caichan]

where do you see her she ever talk to you?

Nah at school I just trail her tbh

 

[literallyretarded]

Nah at school I just trail her tbh

damn maybe if the world ended and it was only you two she would date you that would be nice.

 

[Todd Thundercock]

what

I don't know, I was probably half asleep that post. Sorry

 

[Todd’s Pay Pig]

This is a bad way to cope, you'll fall into the abyss, don't associate with foids at all

Wisdom

 

[cash.is]

is water wet ass question

i can never get over the feeling of being brutally pilled

 

[Chirag gupta]

All the fucking time, unfortunately