LDAR Do you intentionally make ldar painful or do you use it as escapist cope illusion

[Jew Goy Lab Rat]

Im mostly 1st category, i dont even let myself enjoy the copes

 

[Piratecel]

i dont even let myself enjoy the copes

why?

 

[EnviadoVerde]

Escapist.

 

[Jew Goy Lab Rat]

why?

idk i guess its easier that way, at this point its completely subconscious that i nip any positive thought in the bud. maybe im scared of awakening some lifefuel preventing me from coping

 

[weaselbomber]

both are the same

 

[Jew Goy Lab Rat]

both are the same

1 is also 2 arguably but 2 isnt necessarily 1