Serious Do you have issues managing your violent thoughts/impulses?

[Truecel Prophet]

I do believe that basically all incels have endured severe ostracism during teenhood and later life, humiliation and probably bullying too, but on top of all we were all treated like INFERIOR BEINGS, mostly due to reasons beyond our control, and we were constantly subject to constant remarks or jokes that even if apparently innocent to the eyes of most normies, were actually low blows made to hurt us and for them to look like superior to the eyes of other braindead normies.
I want to clarify that I NEVER HURT ANYONE IN MY LIFE, I am ALWAYS calm and well behaved FIRST, I NEVER start any fight, but when someone seriously insults me (I know irony well, so I in that case, make sure that such person is actually insulting me to hurt/humiliate me) or starts being really aggressive for no reason I started feeling this deep urge to just be 100x times more aggressive towards just person even physically by either punching that piece of shit in the face till he/she falls to the floor and start kicking off his/her head while that person is on the ground till I see it bleeding, or just strangling them with both of my hands.
I thought of knifes too, dreamt about using them a lot, either way it's something kinda new (since I have those thoughts/urges this for less than a year) and due to that fact that right now I am basically completely isolated from other people and society in general no situations like this since I have this urge never YET happened, but next year I know that I'll be back in some way in the social abyss again, and I know sooner or later it will happen.
I wanted to ask you how do you actually manage them and what you think are the issues of that, I was SUCCESSFUL for NOW, but I don't know about the FUTURE.

 

[AutistSupremacist]

I've been in a jail cell once. Under no circumstances would I want to do that for the rest of my life. If you feel violent just get on gorebox and kill the dolls.

 

[Truecel Prophet]

I've been in a jail cell once.

What did you do?

 

[AutistSupremacist]

What did you do?

I threatened to kill my oneitis in high school

 

[Truecel Prophet]

I threatened to kill my oneitis in high school

well at least you didn't actually do that, rotting in jail for years for some minutes of a violent release ain't worth it I know, the issue is actually having control to at least not fucking assault that person, that's kinda the point

 

[Grodd]

It can be difficult to manage but i end up keeping it controlled

 

[andrej]

I have zero aggressiveness and zero libido. Maybe from my medication?

 

[Steiner_Atlas]

Idc if it's soy but I've come to realize that if I ever did "ascend" it would fail due to my aggressive impulses.

I do a lot of public service work to try and make up for these thoughts tho.

 

[Truecel Prophet]

I have zero aggressiveness and zero libido. Maybe from my medication?

So someone openly assaults you verbally and you just don't feel or do anything? You just take it like a loser? Just asking, I don't think what you're saying is possible

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Depression and sadness have replaced anger a while ago

 

[Truecel Prophet]

Idc if it's soy but I've come to realize that if I ever did "ascend" it would fail due to my aggressive impulses.

What would fail? foids like aggressive and abusive chads

 

[Truecel Prophet]

Depression and sadness have replaced anger a while ago

opposite for me to be honest, most of my sadness and depression (even suicidal level) is all slowly but continuously turning into hatred and anger

 

[LeFrenchCel]

opposite for me to be honest, most of my sadness and depression (even suicidal level) is all slowly but continuously turning into hatred and anger

We're made differently mang

 

[UglyDumbass]

I do believe that basically all incels have endured severe ostracism during teenhood and later life, humiliation and probably bullying too, but on top of all we were all treated like INFERIOR BEINGS, mostly due to reasons beyond our control, and we were constantly subject to constant remarks or jokes that even if apparently innocent to the eyes of most normies, were actually low blows made to hurt us and for them to look like superior to the eyes of other braindead normies.
I want to clarify that I NEVER HURT ANYONE IN MY LIFE, I am ALWAYS calm and well behaved FIRST, I NEVER start any fight, but when someone seriously insults me (I know irony well, so I in that case, make sure that such person is actually insulting me to hurt/humiliate me) or starts being really aggressive for no reason I started feeling this deep urge to just be 100x times more aggressive towards just person even physically by either punching that piece of shit in the face till he/she falls to the floor and start kicking off his/her head while that person is on the ground till I see it bleeding, or just strangling them with both of my hands.
I thought of knifes too, dreamt about using them a lot, either way it's something kinda new (since I have those thoughts/urges this for less than a year) and due to that fact that right now I am basically completely isolated from other people and society in general no situations like this since I have this urge never YET happened, but next year I know that I'll be back in some way in the social abyss again, and I know sooner or later it will happen.
I wanted to ask you how do you actually manage them and what you think are the issues of that, I was SUCCESSFUL for NOW, but I don't know about the FUTURE.

I just go home and start punching shit.

 

[Truecel Prophet]

I just go home and start punching shit.

brutal

 

[Leon98]

Yes

 

[Caichan]

Yes and it hurts my head

 

[Steiner_Atlas]

What would fail? foids like aggressive and abusive chads

Only works for chads. Anything else and you're in prison or dead.

 

[andrej]

So someone openly assaults you verbally and you just don't feel or do anything? You just take it like a loser? Just asking, I don't think what you're saying is possible

It be like that unless it's physical

 

[Truecel Prophet]

Only works for chads. Anything else and you're in prison or dead.

I know, he was talking about "ascending" so that's why I said chad

 

[Barlog]

I dont have violent thoughts these days. Now I just think about blissful rotting

 

[Chirag gupta]

I have nothing to realise my wrath on because I’m always in my room. I just fantasise about going whilst listening to songs

 

[autisticsoy]

Its hard to do with my brother especially the younger considering the tantrums he throws out constantly and the near constant whining for whatver small thing such as a water bottle.

 

[GrokGhoul]

As someone who was basically forced to go to soyrapy, I was very close to pulling a ER but now I'm on meds and this site has helped as well. Still a thing I have to deal with though, just like almost everyone on this forum

 

[Yabadadabadoo]

No. Im a very high inhib

 

[Truecel Prophet]

No. Im a very high inhib

Same but I don't know how long that will last to be honest.

 

[Yabadadabadoo]

Same but I don't know how long that will last to be honest.

Yeah. Chronic stress over time leads to lower inhibition

 

[Poopless One]

I just had a violent outburst like half an hour ago

 

[Truecel Prophet]

Yeah. Chronic stress over time leads to lower inhibition

It's over

 

[Truecel Prophet]

I just had a violent outburst like half an hour ago

Sometimes I just attack random objects

 

[Poopless One]

Sometimes I just attack random objects

Same

 

[The Notorious SLAV]

Thankfully not. Even with all the shit I've dealt with in my life, and I'm closer to 30 than 25, there have been only a few times when I've crashed out. Mostly I just feel sad, and the only urges I've had a problem regulating when I was younger were to cry.

 

[_meh]

It was a lot worse when I was a younger, but now it's more little to mild.

What I just think is what would happen after? There are consequences, yes, but practically nothing happens or changes anything.

That's why going "ER" is pointless because there will still be Chads and Stacies walking around, progressing and enjoying life.

 

[outerdarkness]

I run for miles and miles. Probably the healthiest way to deal with that.

 

[Truecel Prophet]

I run for miles and miles. Probably the healthiest way to deal with that.

Interesting solution

 

[outerdarkness]

Interesting solution

Haven’t gone ER (yet).

 

[Neurotic]

I’ve learnt to just take it because fighting back always makes it worse, I either get beaten up or just verbally humiliated even more. I don’t have the wit or strength to defend myself

 

[Balding Subhuman]

Some supplements tend to make me more prone to anger which is why I avoid them, like l-methionine and vitamin C. The latter increases noradrenaline

The noradrenergic system and its involvement in aggressive behaviors

Although a multitude of variables are associated with the expression of aggression, it is imperative that accurate neurochemical vulnerabilities be un…

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Although a multitude of variables are associated with the expression of aggression, it is imperative that accurate neurochemical vulnerabilities be understood. Norepinephrine is one neurochemical that has been linked to aggressive behavior displayed by nonhuman and human animals.

Some people are more prone to aggression due to genes, apart from meditation and avoiding certain supplements (and medications) I can't really think of too many ways to reduce aggressive tendencies.

 

[Pancakecel]

I threatened to kill my oneitis in high school

Based

 

[SupremeSaint]

Not really

 

[Truecel Prophet]

Haven’t gone ER (yet).

 

[BlackPilledNormi]

In my childhood I sperged out over every little thing, but since puberty its the complete opposite and Im basically incapable of finding a way to express my anger and aggression which just mean they get burried in my guts and start to rot and maybe someday it will release all at once

 

[Goofygoober007]

Some supplements tend to make me more prone to anger which is why I avoid them, like l-methionine and vitamin C. The latter increases noradrenaline

The noradrenergic system and its involvement in aggressive behaviors

Although a multitude of variables are associated with the expression of aggression, it is imperative that accurate neurochemical vulnerabilities be un…

www.sciencedirect.com

Some people are more prone to aggression due to genes, apart from meditation and avoiding certain supplements (and medications) I can't really think of too many ways to reduce aggressive tendencies.

Its more likely because your detoxing copper, vitamin c is a powerful chleator of it and other metals. I wont use it anymore because im so toxic in it and I just recirculate it to other parts of my body. I end up making my Tourette syndrome worse and hallucinations and anger. Never wise to take one supplement with out knowing what your defianct in and how they react to other vitamins in your body you can create other defiancies. Thats what people do when they take mega doses of vitamin c.