Do you hate your birthday's

[ionlycopenow]

For me, they are the most depressing days I have. It's a combination of everything. From being reminded I'm getting older and uglier. to being reminded I've never spent any birthday that wasn't just my family. That I've never gotten a happy birthday from anybody outside of my family. To being reminded that I've been living for this long and today was the day I was forced to live with shit genes against my will.

But, then I remember I haven't killed myself yet for yet another year so I have to give myself some credit for being mentally strong there.

But otherwise I hate my birthdays. The breaking point was trying to "network" in school and wishing everyone happy birthday and all that, only to have mine arrive and not a single person of the dozens I wished one returned the favor. I was sitting by my phone for hours waiting for a single one that never came, then I just felt pathetic and stupid, just deleted all my contacts and just embraced not even trying to socialize anymore.

 

[EeEcel]

yea birthdays are suifuel i remember i skipped skeew on my 14th or 15th one , didnt get out on my bus stop did a full circle around the city, ate the whole box of chocolates by myself on the ride, and got out from the bus stop i originally got on
then i had brutal diarhea from chocolate overdose during my sleep

 

[waste matter]

i hate it alot it reminds me of the day where all the pain and sorrow started
birthdays are only for chads and foids

 

[ionlycopenow]

yea birthdays are suifuel i remember i skipped skeew on my 14th or 15th one , didnt get out on my bus stop did a full circle around the city, ate the whole box of chocolates by myself on the ride, and got out from the bus stop i originally got on
then i had brutal diarhea from chocolate overdose during my sleep

Too brutal.

 

[FUCKITALLREEE]

Yes, why would i celebrate the failure of a life that i have, it only remind me that it's another year down the drain.

 

[Deleted member 8353]

Genuine sufifuel, fucking terrible. Just a wonderful reminder that I should've been culled.

 

[Genetic Dead End]

Yeah

 

[Deleted member 6214]

I hate my birthdays. I despise it, just the thought that it's coming up fills me with dread and depression. It's just a normal day of more isolation for me but the fact that my parents buy me a cake and sing happy birthday to me just makes me so sad that I always end up crying alone later. I wish they'd just ignore it.

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

I never really celebrate it. But I do invite over my friends for dinner and they do the same. It's a little tradition.

 

[wasted12years]

It's just another man-made day, i don't celebrate, i don't want presents, i just want a normal life. It sucks to get older though.

 

[Deleted member 27159]

It’s a bittersweet moment. It’s suifuel knowing that I have lived another year in this shitty world but atleast I get gifts from family.

 

[HappilySingle]

I go on facebook on my birthday to delete all the virgin jokes. Total suicidefuel.

 

[Hate_my_life]

For me, they are the most depressing days I have. It's a combination of everything. From being reminded I'm getting older and uglier. to being reminded I've never spent any birthday that wasn't just my family. That I've never gotten a happy birthday from anybody outside of my family. To being reminded that I've been living for this long and today was the day I was forced to live with shit genes against my will.

I'll know this feeling in 6 days.

But I do invite over my friends for dinner and they do the same. It's a little tradition.

Mogs me. I have to pay someone to eat with me

 

[ionlycopenow]

I'll know this feeling in 6 days.

Mogs me. I have to pay someone to eat with me

I'm so sorry.

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

Awkward and sad day tbh

 

[Victorique de Blois]

I don't care about birthdays tbh.

 

[Neggr]

no I get money

 

[HumanTrash]

My 30th birthday will be my most miserable ever, unless those wizard powers are actual truth