No, I am a mentally I'll virgin, I have not the slightest clue how I am going to go on much further tbh . The future for me looks completely empty and bleak.
I just need skin contact,sex, emotional support on a regular basis to be functional. From the physiological perspective, I can't be normal and functioning without those things.
I am just too emotionally deprived, all of that emptiness just consumed any motivation or drive to do anything, I am still a biological being, and I am at the mercy of my biology... I'm completely drained, zero motivation, zero energy, zero drive.
As much as I don't want to, I might try antidepressants, I know I can't go on much longer the way that I am now. I need to start making money again as well, I've been kind of living off my savings for the last year.