100% Other than ugly (bald and other flaws), I'm somewhat autistic and avoidant.
There is a possibility some aging cunt will eventually, when I'm 30 or 35, want me to betabuxx her. I've seen girls in this country start talking like that in their early 20s, that "you need to find a good man who doesn't drink and settle down with him". But of course, they don't do that in their 20s, when they had those conversations I always heard them say they'll do it when they're older.
Luckily I'm a lazy good for nothing so I doubt I'll ever be a potential betabuxx. And I also hate people using me which makes me go into edgy or avoidant and resentful autist mode, I don't like the idea of anybody using me. I'm the supreme lazy being, laziness incarnate. Ain't nobody using my limited energy or any of the resources that I got while using energy (money, etc...).