Discussion Do you fake your personality in public?

[Dr. Butane]

To hide the pain and anguish inside?

I let the mask slip today. A random man in public saw my despair for a split second, and he looked horrified.

Earlier while I was reminiscing on how life screwed me over, I forgot to pretend. I was furious and let it leak out. When he saw my facial expression, his eyes widened.

Damn.

 

[Fantasea]

maybe this would benefit from having a poll?

 

[Grodd]

At this point i don't even fake emotions in public anymore

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

I do it automatically.

 

[sk.feelsdevil]

I do it in public and private, my mother got to peel back my personality slightly and didn't talk to me for weeks. Never doing the mistake of expressing myself directly again.

I could have gotten institutionalized for showing her like 15% of what I'm like. And that's my mother. I'd go straight to the loony bin if I was to show anyone what I am really like.

 

[Todd Thundercock]

I have to hide mine or I'd be in prison

 

[killchad]

I hide it even here

 

[Choler]

yes, but i have narcissistic personality disorder which means i don't have a personality to begin with, i don't have a true self, it's all faking

 

[XtremeMax]

I don't really talk or anything in public

 

[D. B. Gooner]

Maybe it's because I haven't interacted with people in months, but in front of my family I don't fake anything anymore, I am very cold and closed off from them, if they start talking to me about something I don't care about I stop them and let them know. I wish I could be closer to them, but what's the point of putting up a front, whenever I used to do that, I hated every second of it, I was disgusted with myself, if my family loves me they will accept my dull, jaded, uninteresting self.

 

[nico]

I cope with being cold

 

[Choler]

I haven't interacted with people in months

how old are u and are u a neet?

 

[Wrath]

how old are u and are u a neet?

 

[Choler]

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retard, feds already have all info abt u

 

[Ahnfeltia]

can't be assed, tho I obviously don't always speak my mind

 

[D. B. Gooner]

how old are u and are u a neet?

22, I'm a decent student, but uni is cancelled in my country due to student protests, so I don't do anything all day.

 

[Diddy]

I don't completely hide my actual personality, but I suppress my inner thoughts.

 

[DepravedAndDeprived]

I put up a different mask depending on the crowd I'm with.

 

[sadlemon]

I'm always transparent, tho i won't share what i really think deep down with normies, that would be retarded

 

[Hoor Al-Ayn]

no point in faking your personality, doesn't change anything. you'll feel better if you're authentic anyway.

 

[exposesociety]

I have to force myself to make eye contact with normshits.

 

[Ghost]

I don't have any to begin with lol

 

[weaselbomber]

Only the bare minimum to not come out as a loser incel tbh. I don't try to be an extroverted, social Chad or anything

 

[Fluoxymesterone]

Are you what they call a vulnerable narcissist? @Choler

 

[Fluoxymesterone]

yes, but i have narcissistic personality disorder which means i don't have a personality to begin with, i don't have a true self, it's all faking

I can tell you are not larping simply because you want others to know jfl you said this multiple times now

 

[Keulut]

Yes i adjust to my surroundings if I'm out. You don't want to be a weirdo incel in society unless you are 247 at home.

 

[Runt171]

To hide the pain and anguish inside?

I let the mask slip today. A random man in public saw my despair for a split second, and he looked horrified.

Earlier while I was reminiscing on how life screwed me over, I forgot to pretend. I was furious and let it leak out. When he saw my facial expression, his eyes widened.

Damn.

If it will benefit me in some way or make a situation less annoying I will try to but everyone can probably see through it anyway

 

[outerdarkness]

Honestly I have no idea.

 

[Choler]

I can tell you are not larping simply because you want others to know jfl you said this multiple times now

yes .is is the only place i can be at least half honest about how awful and bad i feel every single day, unfortunately barely anyone here can relate

 

[Dr. Butane]

my mother got to peel back my personality slightly and didn't talk to me for weeks.

JFL at trusting your mother with secrets.

 

[Dr. Butane]

you'll feel better if you're authentic anyway.

I have experienced my share of abuse throughout my life. I'm really hateful and angry. I pretend that everything is alright to hide any sort of weakness or malice.

 

[AvoidantCoper]

Depends on how important the situation is

 

[curryboy420]

I cope with being cold

How does being cold help u mean like cold shower

 

[curryboy420]

I talk to my dad but he knows about druggies and criminals and losers and incels already he is from India and he saw big shit and all shit and he knows shit. He knows that incels lost and it sucks for them big tiem. I don't usually talk to anyone else

 

[antisocialcel]

It's not like I'm going to be like I am in this forum when talking with mom, it's part of my pERsonality too, I will act the way I need to get what I want.

 

[nico]

How does being cold help u mean like cold shower

nigga cold. Just not showing any emotions at all

 

[Wolnir]

nigga cold. Just not showing any emotions at all

Curry iq

 

[nico]

Curry iq

ikr

 

[TheHungariancel]

I do it automatically.

I do it in public and private, my mother got to peel back my personality slightly and didn't talk to me for weeks. Never doing the mistake of expressing myself directly again.

I can heavily relate to this, I do the same. In the long term it's incredibly miserable and I'm just starting to realize this. Over the course of my life I basically built a paralell life online apart from my irl one.

I could have gotten institutionalized for showing her like 15% of what I'm like. And that's my mother. I'd go straight to the loony bin if I was to show anyone what I am really like.

Brutal.

 

[curryboy420]

ikr

Curry iq

Stfu

 

[PolnischeKartoffel]

I don't have to, I would stay still repulsive

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

I don’t try to fit in with normies anymore because it isn’t worth it as it doesn’t work ever. But I obviously don’t go around acting super autistic either. Basically act normal enough to fly under the radar and stay invisible but don’t try to be fake to get noticed. You will never be noticed or be part of a social group so why bother

 

[TouhouMathcel]

I don't have one

 

[PurgatoryPass]

Just enough to hold down a job and stuff. You really do care less and less as years go by.

 

[Manlet]

I honestly don't know anymore, I've been faking it for so long I don't even remember who I am at this point.