Like we're these things with arms and legs and we can grab stuff and talk words out of our mouths. I feel weird being a human
Everyday TBH. This shit is so random and I sometimes forget that I even exist. Our existence in general is hard to think about because we can't really think beyond it.
No because Im a subhuman being
Yeah, I dissociate almost every day.
I sometimes try to imagine what a being of pure psyche would think about, and I can't come up with anything. If you consider it, everything we're thinking about comes as a result of our human existence. A being of pure psyche would have no concept of death, because he doesn't require a biological machine that would power his conscience. He would have no concept of poop jokes because he doesn't defecate. He wouldn't know what it's like to be tired, he couldn't ever complain about being tired. He wouldn't know what seeing a bright object above you that seems small to you but is in reality trillions of times larger is like. He would have no concept of bigness because he has nothing to compare it too. No concept of himself because only he exists in his experience. Basically, I don't think that a being of pure psyche is possible, because it couldn't be self-aware. A being of pure psyche is basically nothing.
In contrast, everything we humans think about comes as a result of existing in a physical world. Which makes me think about why everything is the way it is. Isn't it weird how we have these things attached to our bodies that start splitting up into five directions in their ends? Isn't it weird that we have these sticks which we thrust into beings with a different chromosome to our set to create more consciousness out of nowhere?
And reality could've been any other way, but it's specifically this way and the reason why is just because our universe started out with certain parameters, like the Planck constant being the number it is, quarks (or even smaller particles) behaving the way they do. And it all resulted in an incel, a being with an incredibly strong desire for companionship even though he doesn't understand why he should want to have that desire in the first place. Being a human is weird.
I sometimes try to imagine what a being of pure psyche would think about, and I can't come up with anything. If you consider it, everything we're thinking about comes as a result of our human existence. A being of pure psyche would have no concept of death, because he doesn't require a biological machine that would power his conscience. He would have no concept of poop jokes because he doesn't defecate. He wouldn't know what it's like to be tired, he couldn't ever complain about being tired. He wouldn't know what seeing a bright object above you that seems small to you but is in reality trillions of times larger is like. He would have no concept of bigness because he has nothing to compare it too. No concept of himself because only he exists in his experience. Basically, I don't think that a being of pure psyche is possible, because it couldn't be self-aware. A being of pure psyche is basically nothing.
In contrast, everything we humans think about comes as a result of existing in a physical world. Which makes me think about why everything is the way it is. Isn't it weird how we have these things attached to our bodies that start splitting up into five directions in their ends? Isn't it weird that we have these sticks which we thrust into beings with a different chromosome to our set to create more consciousness out of nowhere?
And reality could've been any other way, but it's specifically this way and the reason why is just because our universe started out with certain parameters, like the Planck constant being the number it is, quarks (or even smaller particles) behaving the way they do. And it all resulted in an incel, a being with an incredibly strong desire for companionship even though he doesn't understand why he should want to have that desire in the first place. Being a human is weird.
Every once in a while my mind will comprehend how weird things really are. I'll be doing something irrelevant, like taking a shower or walking to the bathroom, and suddenly the comprehension of how weird existence is will hit me. Sometimes the "epiphany" will be about how odd it is that I'm a smelly self aware animal that's living in a society with other smelly self aware animals, while other times it will be about how strange it is that things exist rather than not. It always comes and goes within a fraction of a second and I'll be left with my normal existential thoughts. The feeling is honestly indescribable. I imagine that's how intellectually superior life-forms would feel all the time.
Yeah. It happens alot when I look at myself in the mirror.
I say, "jesus christ, who is this faggot?"
I say, "jesus christ, who is this faggot?"
It's really weird to realise that you're you.
Of all the people you know who are around you and doing stuff, you're that person.
Of all the people you know who are around you and doing stuff, you're that person.
time and life itself is an illusion of the senses and we're already dead, this life isn't what it seems. the law of attraction works because we manifest our own realities. we've already died before that's why the mandella effect is a thing, we go into alternate timelines when we die. it's also why we have deja vu. think about it. you wouldn't know if you were dead right now would you?
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I am human but what's the point ? I can't enjoy basic things other humans enjoy. At this point i wouldn't mind being born as an animal.
This gave me autism.
However it happened to me one day during my childhood.
However it happened to me one day during my childhood.
No but sometimes i think about what it means to be me. I try and imagine me being in another body and my brain starts hurting
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Yep same.
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I think about what a useless autistic piece of shit I am and wonder how other humans have managed to build cities, form languages, create weapons, understand physics, and travel to outer space. Like how are there such big differences between someone like me and someone who is intelligent and not lazy and stuff.
when im high
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